Chapter 166 Dark side
Back at the townhouse, Zero is at work. Just sitting at his desk chair. Thinking of the months that have gone by. How calm everything has been. How great it is with it just being Yuki and himself. Raising the kids and being a normal couple. He loves it. At the same time, he feels something is missing in the bedroom. He knows that Yuki is holding back. Letting him be the one to initiate it all the time. Which wasn't the case before. She would always go after him. Wanting him. He is missing it. The fire is there but the action is a bit boring. Being the same every night. That he goes over to her side. He would like for her to be in control of it some of the time at least. Like before. Thinking to himself. Is he really missing the dark half of her? If he talks to her about this. Is letting out the dark side a good thing? He didn't want Kaname back in the mix. Just a little bit of fun in there love life. He liked her not being able to keep her hands off of him. Wanting him for hours. Just the thought turned him on. Just not sure saying something was a good thing or not.
Later that day Zero heads home. When he gets there, Yuki is making dinner like always. Ren in his high chair and Ai doing her homework. A very nice sight. Zero goes over to her and gives her a kiss on her cheek. Pulling her body to his. Seeing what she would do. She just gives him a light smile and goes back to cooking. That wasn't the response he was looking for. Yet he keeps everything to himself. Knowing this isn't the time to say anything. The kids were there.
He sits down at the table and they all have dinner. Ai talking away about everything that happened at school today. Both Yuki and Zero listening. She loved telling Zero everything. She just loved him. Loved his attention. She loved him almost as much as her mother did. The older she got the more she saw what her mother saw in him. The sweet kind gentle soul he was. She wished when she was older. She would find someone just like him. To spend her life with.
When dinner was over, Yuki cleaned up. Then taking the kids upstairs to get ready for bed. Giving Ren his bath first. Putting him down. Then going to Ai and getting her ready for bed. Zero seeing that she is very into being a mother. Also very good at it. He saw she was happy that both her children were nowhere with her. He was glad for that.
When she was done, she went into there bedroom getting her items ready for her own shower. Zero sitting in bed, wanting to talk to her. Just not sure where to start. Or if it was a good idea. "Yuki when you're done your shower, could I please talk to you?" Zero asks. "Of course. I will only be a few minutes. "Yuki says. Walking into the bathroom. Getting into the shower. Wondering to herself. What he needed to say. She noticed something on his mind all evening. She knew it couldn't be Kaname. She hasn't seen him in months. She hurries up and gets washed and dressed. Heading back into the bedroom.
"You smell really nice."Zero says. "Thank you. What did you need to say?" Yuki asks sitting down next to him. "Babe, you know. I love being close to you right?" Zero says. "Yes. I love being close to you too. Always have." Yuki answers. "Really? Do you still?" Zero asks. "Of course. Why do you ask that?" Yuki says in a huff. "Because things have changed a lot. I am the one that always goes to you for sex. You never come to me anymore. When we are making love it's just so different. You don't react like you use to." Zero admits. "I thought you liked being the one in control? I thought. I was giving you the Yuki you wanted. The one back at Cross." Yuki confides. "It was nice for a while. I just miss what we had. I like the fire I caused in you. The Yuki who couldn't wait to get my clothes off. Or me inside her. The one that for our first anniversary, we had sex in my jeep. Now it's just at night when I slide over to you." Zero states. "That is how regular married people do things Zero. You wanted normal. I gave you normal." Yuki answers. "I know. Maybe just not that normal. I mean I don't want to share you with anyone. I don't want the waking up the next morning broken either. That wasn't any fun. But I do want you to show me how you feel about me. If you still feel that way about me?" Zero says. Lacking the confidence he use to have about how she felt about him. "Are you kidding me? You think you don't make me feel that way anymore?" Yuki starts laughing uncontrollably. "What the hell is so funny?" Zero asks. "What is so funny is I do my best to control my dark side. The one that wants to rip your clothes off. The one that wants to give you love bites everywhere on your hot sexy body. I did my best to be the woman I thought you wanted in bed. And you tell me this?" Yuki laughs.
"Hmm Love bits and naked? I think I like both ideas." Zero laughs back. "It's not funny Zero. You need to be sure of what you want. If I let her out, you need to be sure. You can handle her. No, I am not saying she will make you limp like before. But Is this what you really want? Not the shy native girl in your bed?" Yuki asks. "I thought that was what I wanted. It was nice for a time. I just miss what you use to be and do. I want her back. Just all for me. I want the real you." Zero states.
Yuki moves close to Zero. Kissing him on his lips passionately. Kissing down his neck, removing his shirt. Giving him the love bites she so wanted to give him. With a whole lot more. She let out her dark side to a degree. Finally able to enjoy herself. Roughing up Zero just a little bit just for fun. This time him not caring. He liked it as well. It was the passionate lustful sex they use to have. Now seeing what Kaname use to tell him. He figured at this point he was just as bad as Kaname. He loved it too. Wanting more of it. Needing it. Missing it. Thinking to himself that he wanted it so much more now because he wasn't sharing her. It wasn't the fact she was like this that was the problem. It was that when her dark half came out it normally wanted to have Kaname as well. Its why he wanted it gone. Just seeing he needed it as badly as she did. Yet still, in the back of his mind, He hoped this didn't open the door back up to Kaname.
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