I'll tell you-Lapidot Human AU [completed]

4# admit it

Lapis's POV
She's not gay...
Why am I so...upset? She likes boys. That's totally normal. So why do I feel...like this? I started to cry. No...stop. It's okay. We're just friends. That's all what matters. So why am I crying? I-i need to go. "Peridot." I looked at her. "Yeah?" She turned her face to me. Her smile disappeared. She was worried. "H-hey what's wrong?" Peridot run towards me. No. Leave me alone. Amethyst stopped Peridot. Thank goodness. "Peridot. Lapis wants to go home. Right Lapis?" I nodded. The blond girl hesitated. "Text me okay?" I gave her thumbs up and left the house. I ran as fast as I could to my home. I opened the door with my keys.
Why!? Why!? Why!? I ran upstairs to my bedroom. I sat on my bed. Calm down Lapis. It's okay. She wouldn't like you either...
I cried even more. She's so cute and kind. I want to know her better. I want to cuddle with her and...kiss her. I blushed of the thoughts. Why do I feel like this? This feeling is...familiar. I sighed and fell back. My arms were on my chest. Why I was hoping that I might had a chance? She is straight. Peridot is too good for me anyways. A little cute nerd and so nice. I can't understand other people. Why do they hate her? What did she do? Why is Jasper so mean to her? I need to ask her. I looked at my phone. There were a few messages from Peridot, Amethyst and Steven. Garnet too? I was too afraid of Peri's messages so I opened Amethyst's.

10 minutes ago

Purple Puma: Hey Laz, Peridot wants to make sure that you're okay. She's worried about you.

5 minutes ago

Purple Puma: Holy shit Peridot is going crazy. I try my best to calm her down. Wish me luck!

2 minutes ago

Purple Puma: LAPIS SHE'S RIGHT ON HER WAY TO YOU.

She's worried about me? I blushed again. I opened Steven's messages.

12 minutes ago

Beach summer fun buddy: Lapis are you okay? Everyone is worried about you. What happened?

7 minutes ago

Beach summer fun buddy: Peridot and Amethyst are arguing! Oh boy.

5 minutes ago

Beach summer fun buddy: Amethyst comforts her.

3 minutes ago

Beach summer fun buddy: NEVERMIND SHE LEFT US!

I sighed and opened Peridot's messages.

14 minutes ago

Peri: Lapis are you really okay? Did I say something wrong?

10 minutes ago

Peri: Why can't I go to you?

5 minutes ago

Peri: Okay I'm coming!

4 minutes ago

Peri: DAMMIT I RAN THE OTHER WAY!

1 minute ago

Peri: NEVERMIND IT WAS THE RIGHT WAY!

Oh fuck. I need to leave.
Ding Dong.
Shit.
"Lapis? It's me Peridot. Please open the door." I didn't open. "Lapis what's wrong with you? Do you hate me? Should I leave you?" I heard a few sobs from outside. I clenched one's teeth. I can't take it anymore. I opened the door. "Lapis I-
I hugged her while I was crying in her shoulder. "H-hey it's okay." She put her hands on my waist and pressed my body against hers. I started to blush. "Now tell me what's wrong." Peri looked at my eyes. I want to kiss her so bad...
"It's nothing..." I looked away. "Don't lie to me." She tried to face me. "I'm okay. I just feel tired." The smaller girl sighed. "I don't force you to tell me the truth. I'll leave now."
Peridot tried to free herself from the embrace. I held her tighter. "L-lapis?" I didn't listen to her. We were standing here for a few minutes. "Are you feeling better now?" She asked me with a small smile. I nodded. "I need to go okay? Call me if you need something. I'm here for you." She waved and ran away. My cheeks burned like fire. I looked at my phone. There was still a message from Garnet. I opened it.

30 minutes ago

Squaremom: You're in love. I can tell it. Don't give up. You're made for each other.

I smiled at her message. Yeah. She's right. I admit it. I do have a crush on Peridot but...it's better if I hide my feelings for her. I could loose our friendship. I'm sorry Garnet.

A/N
Sorry this chapter is short.