Not A Love Letter [KNJ] ✔

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You were supposed to leave me
While I had the tears coming down still
But you didn't.
You held my fragile self and told me reassuring words. You got my eyes dry again.
You smiled and said goodbye to me
While holding my hand still
I smiled back and copied your words
You hugged me and I hugged back.
This hug somehow had passion in it
And I enjoyed it
It gave me a stronger version of the nice feeling I've been feeling the whole day.
I was blinded by the new feeling that I didn't even realize you let go of me and had my chin in your hand.
I didn't realize that you were getting closer to me
I didn't realize that our lips were touching
But I did realize one thing
And it's that instead of shoving you away
I responded
I kissed back
And I told myself that something bad was gonna happen after this happy moment
But when we pulled away something better happened.
You smiled at me
I had no idea how to handle all the feelings and thoughts rushing through my head.
The happiness
The fear
The surprise
The shock
The future
The question
I had to shake my head and ask you to repeat the question.
That God damn question that I never thought I'd hear in my life.
The four words only seemed like a fantasy
But here they are being directed towards me
Me!
The lonely, depressed, bitch who deserves to be alone for her whole life just heard those words.
And even better
They came from you
The one person I opened up to
Kim Namjoon
You asked me something as you looked deep in my eyes

"Will you be mine?"

How could I not look back into your beautiful chocolate eyes that held the world and future
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