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(I hate this one cause it doesn't make sense but I'm almost literally running out of patience, and I don't know what for, I feel anxious and I'm sorry)

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No one is perfect
I convince that I am no different to that girl
That girl with the pretty blue eyes
And cute button nose
With the perfect lips that you love
The girl with the perfect skinny waist
And curves that you trace
In a bed you call yours
My hands tremble
And breath quickens
I felt my heart rip with fury and loss
I feel the sweat drip down my forehead
I can't help but dart my eyes to the ground
"What do you see when you look at me?"
You ask simply, as if nothing I say will faze
My heart screamed in anger
You are ugly
Your idiotic head with your tangled blonde mess
The fat between your thighs and dangling from your arms
Those supple breasts touched by another other than him
Your lips marked by others than him
Your eyes are dirty by events that's happened
Your skin tainted with the hands of blood and grime
You are perfect to him

You have him.
And therefore better than me.

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