"Pea?" i had got up off the bed, pea wasnt beside me, the bathroom light was off , and the house was quiet
I had grabbed my phone to check the time, it was 6 30 in the morning, all my daughter's bottles were washed and placed for me in my nightstand, u was a bit confused, atlwas 3 bittlea should be dirty from the night feeding
"Pea?" i called out again finally walking out of the bedroom, the house was dark, a slight dawn peeping through the Windows but not enough to help me see where i was walking
I had turned the lights on, walking downstairs,
everything was clean and properly put away but no Pea in sight
"Great" i sigh "disappearing again.."
***
"What time is it?" Betty asked me, my kids were already in bed but Ray was being fuzzy as the girls hung out at my place with me
"10" i replied "its pretty late"
"And no sign of pea?" Cheryl asked "what the actual hell"
"Nope, he did this last week too" i replied "not a single text"
"And you you think hes hiding something?" Betty asked "how?"
"Woman intation i guess" i replied
"So what now?" Cheryl frowned
"I dont know, everytime i bring up cheating he gets mad and defensive, then a fight breaks out"
"Seriously?" Betty asked
"And when i bring up divorce he changes, but not for long" i replied "i only had him this weekend, now back to sneaking out and sneaking in"
"You should turn on his gps on the phone" Cheryl suggested
"I..actually do" I replied, grabbing my phone
"Pea had me turn mine on for saftey reasons, just so we always know we're okay" i added finally looking for his phone through mine
"So where is he?" Betty asked "is he at work like he says?"
"Why the hell.." i looked down to his tracker
"Why would Sweet pea be at the hotel at this time?" i asked Cheryl and Betty as the tears formed, betty and cheryl looking at each other regretting everything..
"I swear to god Pea and that bitch are going to get it!" i yelled" grabbing my jacket "i am about to fuck a bitch up"
"Dont!" Betty replied "dont act on it now, wait and observe his patterns, screen shot this so he doesnt deny it" Betty added
"I literally gave him everything!" i cried "and hes out there cheating on me with god knows who while im at home, taking care of our kids, all while healing"