I Wouldn't Have It Any Other Way...

I'm Just As Bad

SORRY FOR LYING ABOUT A QUICK UPDATE :'(

ITS MY LAST DAY OF STUDY LEAVE AND IVE DONE EVERYTHING I POSSIBLY CAN TO PASS MY CLASSES SO I THOUGHT I'D PUT UP A CHAPTER

im so shit at the update shit..

Zayn POV

"It's you're own fault." Harry shrugged.

Jesus. Everytime I needed help Harry tells me straight up that I was to blame.

I suppose he was right.

"Did you even mean it?" He was wearing a sweater with a pumpkin on it.

"Of course not!"

"Yet, you still invite Perrie over," Harry rolled his eyes. "Genius you are, mister."

"We can just say there was an emergency and tell her not to come."

"That's such a stupid idea!" He crossed his arms. "Just deal with it."

Just then, the doorbell rang out.

"Oh, fucking great."

I walked through the hall to get to the door. When I opened it I found Perrie with a confused look on her face.

I had to admit one thing though. She looked hot. Maybe even hotter than Ariana. But that could just be down to the fact I let her go.

"H-Hi."

"Hi Zayn," She eyed me carefully and then smiled. "Come here."

She pulled me into a hug. I'd forgotten how good this felt...

Ariana POV

"Can we just go over that one more time?"

Sean nodded. We were performing at a charity event and we were currently at rehearsal. I was in no way prepared for a performance.

We went through Best Mistake a further three times before I was at least a tiny bit satisfied.

I missed Zayn.

Sean was a good friend to me and I'd told him mostly what happened, but it wasn't the same.

Especially when after this show, I'd be going back home to Jai.

He'd told me he'd gotten back this morning and that he'd be 'waiting'.

Lucky me.

"Are we good?" Sean smiled, taking his in-ears out so he could hear me properly.

'"Yeah."

He knew I was lying but he just nodded and walked backstage. I'd really fucked up this one.

I decided to check Snapchat - something I probably shouldn't have done considering who I had added on there.

I looked at my updates and noticed an unopened story from Zayn. Once I pressed it I felt myself go all funny and weak.

He was kissing Perrie on the cheek and he had his arm around her. The caption read, 'The most beautiful!"

One of the worse feelings is when you dont know if someone means something or not. I didn't believe Zayn still loved Perrie, but then again, not everything you believe is the truth.

"Is everything OK?" My dancer, Brian was stood infront of me, holding my jacket. "Why are you crying?"

I wasn't aware I was.

"Oh, nothing." I tried my hardest to laugh it off.

He wasn't fooled like Sean was.

"Whats the matter?" He demanded, pulling me to sit down on a step on the stage.