Feelings suck

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Eddie POV
dear dairy,

I've been feeling really weird around Richie I think I might have a crush on him and that also might mean I'm either gay or bisexual I have never have really been attracted to girls so that explains a lot but what now I cant talk to anyone about this they will think I'm a freak especially my mom she would send me to a hospital saying its a "illness" why did this had to happen to me what did i do and I want someone to really explain to me but who would a be a great to talk to about this stuff but thats my little rant thanks for always being here dairy

~eddie

I got up from my bed when I heard a knock when I opened the door there he was the boy that has been on my mind for awhile "hey Eddie spaghetti whatcha doing" said Richie while jumping on my bed " um nothing"I said kinda awkwardly "hey eds are u feeling alright" "yea yea I feel fine why...why are u asking do I not seem fine and also don't call me Eddie spaghetti" 'first of all I know u love it when I call u that and second I ask if ur ok of what happened yesterday" " what happened yesterday" " the fight don't u remember" " oh yea sorry just been forgetful lately' "are u feeling ok oo what that is that your diary oo little Eddie spaghetti has a dairy lets read it shall we" " stop Richie give that back' I said while trying to get it back good thing I was successful if I wasn't that would have turned awful I thought "okay does little eddie hiding something" he said in a childish tone "no its just personal" I said 'ok fine' he said with his arms up in defense "so I'm bored what u wanna do"






I will keep updating this one chapter I know it's been a year merry Christler and happy new year I've been busy with moving and started a new school that I absolutely hate ahh and with that peace
      -ʝąƈƙ 💔😢🙃

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