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Tzuyu's POV


Jihyo: Girls, JYP-nim just called us to his office to discuss something

The girls all murmured something and stood up to go to the door

As for me, I didn't bother to look up, I kept on staring at my phone and just sat there in the corner of the studio, not bothering to follow them

Jihyo: Tzuyu...

Jihyo took a seat next to me on the floor and tugged on my sleeve

Jihyo: Tzuyu, I know this is hard for you, but it's been a year now, can you just forget it, forget him?

I rolled my eyes and stood up, not bothering to look at Jihyo

Tzuyu: Let's just go

I heard Jihyo sigh in frustration behind me, but I didn't care and just headed straight out the door




I arrived at JYP-nim's office and took a seat next to the members. They all looked at me and then at Jihyo who was trailing behind me slowly, and started murmuring to each other

This has been happening since...well...for a year now, them murmuring and pointing at me, thinking that I don't realise, and honestly, I couldn't care less

They can do whatever they want, they can make fun of me however they want, I really don't care shit about anything they say



JYP: Alright, silence girls! I have an announcement to make. So you all know that the AAM awards are coming up, right?

The girls all nodded their head except me, I just rolled my eyes

JYP: Ahem, well, instead of throwing it in Seoul as usual, they decided to throw it in Daegu this year, and you girls are performing there!

My eyes immediately widened and my focus immediately was on JYP-nim

Tzuyu: W-where did y-you say it was in?

The girls' immediately turned their heads to face me, their faces were filled with nervousness and worry

JYP: Daegu, why?

I stood up from my seat and bowed to JYP-nim

Tzuyu: Excuse me, I n-need some fresh air

JYP-nim looked from the members' faces then to me continuously, his eyes then widedned and his mouth formed a 'O', as if he just realised something



I headed out the office and went to the bathroom before breaking down into tears

Why Daegu? Out of a million places it just had to be in Daegu

I know I won't see him, and heck I've told myself I don't care about him any more

He ran away from me, from us, from what we had. He is a selfish brat that only cares about himself!

I shouldn't be thinking about him now, I should forget him and live my life, I should hate him right now

Then why am I even crying right now?



"Tzuyu?"

I didn't answer and instead stayed quiet in one of the stalls

"Tzuyu, It's Jihyo, I know you're in there, can you please open the door?"

I silently unlocked the door and it immediately flew open, with a worried Jihyo standing outside

Jihyo: Tzuyu...

Jihyo flung her arms around me and wrapped me in her embrace tightly, with me just sobbing into her shoulder

Jihyo: That's it, let it all out

I cried and cried in Jihyo's arms, feeling guilty, worried and emotional at the same time



After he left, I've been an emotional wreck. I locked myself in my room whenever I could and I started becoming distant to everyone close to me. I've basically become the cold-hearted girl that everyone thinks I am now

The past year was hard, he broke me, I've been feeling nothing without him ever since

I've tried forgetting about him, I've even tried hating him, but nothing worked, I'm still in love with him



I've never cried in front of the girls before after he left, I've just been bottling up my emotions to myself, but after hearing that we were going to go to Daegu, I just couldn't hold it in anymore and bursted

Tzuyu: Jihyo, why? W-Why am I like this, just t-tell me why...

Jihyo: Cause you're still in love with him Tzu, no matter how much you deny it, you still love him

Tzuyu: I want to see him, but at the same time I don't, I don't even know how I feel about going to Daegu

Jihyo: Maybe you'll see him, maybe you won't, but if you do, please promise me you'll at least talk to him, I don't like seeing you suffer Tzu

Tzuyu: Of course unnie...and I'm sorry, for treating you and the girls so badly...

Jihyo: We understand, now let's go back to the dorm and pack, our flight is tomorrow

I nodded my head and we headed out to find the girls, they were all waiting in the car for us and they all immediately ran to hug me as soon as we arrived

Now I feel guilty for treating them badly all this time

Sana: Stop crying Tzu, we're with you

Nayeon: Sana'a right

Mina: We're with you, always

We all went back to the dorm and packed our bags for the flight the next day

Kim Taehyung, I'm coming, whether you like it or not

I just hope you haven't forgotten me yet...



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A/N: Happy new year guys! Hope you'll all have a happy 2019!
Also, my exams are this week (and the next) so I'm getting this chapter out sooner than usual cause I won't be updating often the coming weeks, hope you guys understand❤️





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