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Taehyung's POV


"Ding dong"

I jumped up from my bed at the sound of the doorbell and immediately sprinted to the front door to greet Tzuyu

I texted her just 30 minutes ago to meet me at the dorm, and she's already here

I was so anxious and nervous. I've never heard Tzuyu sound so sad and scared before the phone call earlier, and I was worried about what she was going to tell me

I opened the door to see a tired and sad Tzuyu. Her cheeks were red and puffy, and the eye bags under her eyes were widely visible, it looked like she had been crying

My heart broke immediately seeing her like that and I wrapped my arms around her without thinking. She froze for a second and I could feel her contemplate on hugging me back before she slightly pushed me away

My eyebrows narrowed and my heart dropped at her sudden action. I placed one hand on her shoulder and looked her in the eye to see fear, guilt and most of all, heartbreak

Tzuyu: Taehyung, please...don't

Tzuyu lightly pushed my hand away, and my heart dropped even more. My stomach did flip flops and tears started filling my eyes. I had no idea what was happening, and I couldn't say anything

Tzuyu trembled a bit and looked down, tears dripping one by one onto the floor

Taehyung: Tzuyu, what is it?

Tzuyu took a few deep breaths and broke eye contact with me, she choked back her tears, and I could see her holding them back desperately. It breaks my heart so much seeing her like this

Tzuyu: I...I-I am breaking up with you

I froze at the sudden words that spit out of her mouth. I expected bad news, but this? This I didn't expect at all

Taehyung: W-what?

Tzuyu: Don't m-make me repeat this please

Taehyung: Y-you're breaking up with me?

Tzuyu didn't respond, she buried her face in her hands and started crying, no longer able to hold back her tears

And that was the only answer I needed

My heart didn't drop this time. No, it didn't, instead, it broke, into a million tiny pieces

It hurt, it pained, so much more than the last time when I left. This was on another level, hearing the woman I love so so much, to the point beyond words, say that she's breaking up with me. It pained so much

Everything was all so sudden, I didn't know what to do. My knees suddenly went weak and I leaned my weight against the door frame to steady myself

My vision started becoming blurry as tears filled the corner of my eyes. I was frozen, I didn't know what to say, and I couldn't say anything. I had no idea as to what was happening, all I know that was everything of what she said was real, and I had no idea why

I looked up to Tzuyu and see her crying as well, she looked like she was in as much pain as I was

Tzuyu: I'm so s-so sorry

Taehyung: S-So why Tzu? Tell me why!

My voice trembled as I muttered those few words out in anger and pain. I had no idea what had happened between us to cause her to suddenly dump me, but all I know is that I can't survive without her by my side

Taehyung: You told me you love me Tzu, just yesterday you told me that! So what changed? Please! I'm begging you, tell me so I can change! I-I would do anything for you, and you know that...

Tzuyu looked away, away from my gaze. Her eyes were filled with tears and I just wanted to wrap her in my arms and tell her that we could survive whatever it is and just wipe the tears from her eyes

Tzuyu: It's not you, it's me

Taehyung: Is it about Eonjin? Is it about her going missing? If it is then we can survive this Tzu. Please!

Tzuyu: No! N-No...we can't. We just...c-can't

And with that, she turned away and ran, out into the distance, and away from me



I finally understood the pain Tzuyu must've felt when I disappeared and moved away

Cause this time, it's my turn. It's my turn to see someone so important to me, someone's who plays the biggest part of my happiness, someone whom I treasure and love so so deeply turn away from me and run

And trust me, it does not feel good

They say karma's a bitch

Now I can say that I understand, more than anyone

I felt confused, upset, angry and betrayed all at once, and the most important thing was I don't even know what went wrong between us

I don't and that's the problem




I returned back to my room and just cried in my bed some more

My heart ached, physically. It felt like it was going to burst out at any moment and just kill me

And on the other hand, my sister was missing. My head was in a mess, and my heart was no longer alive. It was killed by the person I loved most, and only she could bring it back

What happened? What had really just happened? Was it all a dream, am I just having a nightmare?

I pinched myself on the cheek and winced in pain, not only from the pain on my arm that I pinched, but also my heart

Eonjin suddenly popped up in my mind. She's missing, my sister's missing and my girlfriend broke up with me

I groaned in frustration, not understanding any of this

Surely of Tzuyu was telling the truth, and if she really did love me, wouldn't she have thought of a better time to break up?

My heart, my body and my brain all aches at once

"Seriously, I love you" Tzuyu's words rang in my mind once again, tears filling my eyes even more



Why did you break up with me then Tzuyu?


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