Note to self:
First, don't love too much
Because too much love will lead to too much pain
That pain will be the reason of your death
Not physical death but the feeling that all of your emotions will escape
Emotions that were hidden for a long time
Time since you love him
Him that always says he loves you
But don't do anything to make an effort
An effort to show how much he cares
Then, don't expect as much as possible
His feelings may be just an infatuation
An infatuation that is just a temporary
Temporary feelings, right?
But you
Your feelings are not just an ordinary infatuation
Infatuation that is caused by attraction
Your love for him will always be more than you love yourself
How much pain can you tolerate?
Too much love can suffocate.
Lastly, don't trust too much
Trusting too much will be the key
Not a key to be happy
But a key that lead to depression and melancholy
Either of the two will make you lonely
Am I right?
That's why you're always crying at night
But you don't want the two of you to fight.
So you're just easing the pain
The pain that you're always feeling
You been feeling since the day that all things changed
Everything will always change
Cannot change the fact that he's not an exception of that
Because now,
He already changed
How fast his feelings fade!
Yeah, everything happens for a reason
And that reason taught me a lesson
How people can change in a split of second
How feelings can fade in a span of time
How I wish I can still bring back the time
And do my best to stop meeting you
Just in case, I can prevent the pain you caused me.
But that is impossible
Because there's no time machine to bring back the time
I cannot borrow even a single second just to see your smile again
It will always be remembered
My precious and happy memories with you that I'll always treasure.
