Crush at first sight

The beginning

It all started when i first came out from my mother land to meet the world of LOVE

i understand the feeling of love when i first see my mom and dad even though i might feel a little bored and awkward or embarassing at stuff they do now cuz now im a teenager 

im just a normal sixteen years old girl who tries to fit in with everyone but the bad thing is i only fit in or have a conversation with girls why ??? its not like im a lesbian or watever new gender they hav everyday but its because i studied in an all-girls school from like primary till now it little bit awkward with me and all the other boy or man in this world except my dad 

like no one would understand me for this cuz they all have guts to talk to boys or even be friend with them or even more than that but i dont have any guts to even have eye contact. you might feel that i am a coward or watever but i accept that cuz i cant really do it 

even my friends at school they also stay in the same school but they can mingle with boys but i just cant do it i just cant.......

All that i can do was hav a crush on and that was a really deep deep secret in my heart that i never told anyone when i have a crush on someone 

like for example i have a crush on the guy next door for the longest was like 3 month never tell anyone never tells him itself all i do is stalk him day by day from window or facebook or any social sites u can call me a stalker cuz i completely am 

and then one day this happen i have to move to a school a new school not to mention it was also co-ed ofcourse it would be cuz it normal of school to be like that 

so this means that there are gonna be boys in it

(of course duh you might think this girl is stupid trust me she is really stupid )

omg!!!!what am i gonna do!???!! what am gonna wear!!???!! should i put make up!!!??? how should i tied my hair to school???!! what kind of sock to wear ??!! 

achhhkkk help me god help me pleaseeeeee

lead me to the way of right path GOD tell me what to do !!!

alright i have to get ready for tomorrow!!!! fightingggg 

(a/n: HI !!! GUYS hope u like it i just want to do something in wattpad not just read others book so plzzzzif you like it vote and comment your idea bout this stupid girl ) thanku 

chakee