theBFG: 原因に
to cause
beebo: 痛み
pain
handyman: 恋人に。
to lovers
jhoey: 傷つけることによって
by hurting
petezacomez: 彼らが愛するもの
what they love
vonstumple: 最も。
the most.
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Dear Patrick,
I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry.
All of the shit I did to you, you didn't deserve it at all. I'm so sorry. It's just, I couldn't let go. You are so perfect. Hell, you're like an angel on earth. And I know that you will never forgive me. For hurting you. For doing does god awful things to you. But I am sorry. I truly am. All of the pain of losing my family, and losing our friend, made me so paranoid about losing you. It caused me pain. And it hurt our relationship. I used alcohol to drown out the feelings of grief but its side effects made me hurt you.
And after we broke up, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I wanted you back so fucking bad. So I did what was so logical yet so stupid at the time. I took you away from everybody. Tried to make you mine again. But thank god it didn't work.
I'm sorry, Patrick. I really am.
Letting you go has been the most difficult thing I have ever done.
And I guess this is goodbye.
Bye, Patrick,
I wish you a fantastic life
Gerardo
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"You can't lose what you never had, you can't keep what was never yours, and you can't hold on to something that doesn't want to stay."
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letting go || peterick
Fanfictionpetezacomez: i love you petezacomez: 'till my last dying breath vonstumple: promise? petezacomez: i promise oof, look, another Instagram story! But, like, it's kinda triggering and has some ~juicy~ tea lol. have fun! its quite an adventure!
