a g e n t | jungkook

15 Fireworks

Jungkook's POV

It has been a week since me and Eunmi had talked to each other.

I feel bad

I feel disgusted

I feel

lost.

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My house has been a mess, laundry and dirty dishes piling up, dusty shelves, poor hygiene.

I visited Eunmi's dorm everyday.

Lisa told me she would only come out of her room at midnight to eat, or when she needs to take a bath and do her missions.

I feel guilty.

What if she's losing weight?

What if she's suicidal?

No....please no..

I always bring her her favorite dishes everyday, and put it in front of her doorstep.
But, everyday, i would see the food i brought the day before still there.

Because of how she's been, Haeun had been sleeping in Lisa's room.

It breaks my heart.

I've only seen her once.

We did the same mission.

I saw her pull the culprit in her car, close the door, turn around, then she saw me

She had huge bags under her eyes, her lips were pale, she looked skinnier and weaker.

We locked eyes for about 3 secs, then she walked to the driver's seat then drove off.

That was 2 days ago.

Today, I'm planning on talking to her.

So i went to their dorm at 11:55pm because she always gets out of her room on midnights

It was 12:01 am when she walked out.

I was hiding behind the couch. She won't see me. It's very dark

She saw the food i put on the dining table. It's her favorite, lasagna.

I put a note on it.

Hey love.
I heard you only ate on midnights so i bought you this.

I hope it's still hot. I put it here at exactly 11:55pm

Luv u <33

She stared at it for a while, but soon sat down and started eating.

I smiled, watching her enjoy the food i bought her.

Then,

I heard sniffing...

Is she crying???

Oh no...

She's crying..

Should i go to her?

What if she'll hate me again???

Oh no...

Screw it.

I stood up, walking to her slowly, not caring that my footsteps are loud af.

She was surprised by the footsteps so she quickly wiped her tears then turned around.

My heart broke seeing her like that.

She had huge bags under her eyes, and her eyes were red and puffy, so was her nose.

"Eunmi...," i started

She continued eating her food

"Why are you here?" She asked

"I'm sorry, love.." i pleaded

"I told you not to call me that"

"Can you at least let me explain?"

"Speak"

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We are currently standing in front of each other, her arms crossed while she listened to me.

"...then you came out of the bathroom.." i finished

She stared at me for a while

The anger in her eyes slowly turned to sadness, tears slowly filling them

"No....don't cry..i hate seeing you cry," i whispered, going closer to her, and enveloping her in my hug

I listened to her sob quietly, letting her soak my shirt with her tears.

Then she mumbled something

"What?"

She looked up at me then said,

"I'm sorry..," she almost whispered as tears stream down her face

"Shhh, dont be," i said as i wiped her tears with my thumbs

"I'm so stupid," she said, burying her face in my chest

"No you're not... I would be the same if it were to happen to me..," i comforted her

"You forgive me? Just like that?" she asked, looking up again

"Of course," i caress her hair

"I don't deserve you," she smiled bitterly

"Don't say that," i frowned at her

"I love you," she whispered

"I love you too," i smiled at her, slowly leaning in, feeling her soft lips on mine, as she shyly responds

We pulled back and stared at each other while smiling, fireworks can be seen by window beside us..

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

The telephone beeped strangely

We looked at each other, confused

Eunmi walked towards the telephone to  answer.

"Commander?" She asked, confused

"New mission, Agent 65"