Anything But Ordinary

Cuts

Connor's POV

We were at my house. "I should call Kalel.... Tell her where I am..." Kat said.

I nodded. I sat down on my bed. I just kept thinking.....

I wondered... Does she like me? Or am I pressuring her?

And then she walked in.

"Anthony and her are going France for a week, or so... I should go check out the house..." Kat said.

"But Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttttt" I whined.

"But Coooooonnnnnnoooooorrrrrrrr!!!!" she whined back.

"Pleaaaaaaaasssssssssseeee stay!!!"

"I'll be back Connor."

"Fine, at least let me drop you off."

"Okay. Thanks"

We went to my car, and I drove her to her house.

I was a very energetic ride.

"TURN UP THE RADIO!" Kat scramed.

I put up the radio.

"IT'S A LOVE ROBBERY!! ITS A LOVE ROBBERY!!!! IT'S A LOVE ROBBERY!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!" Kat sang with the music, dacing in her seat.

We pulled up onto her driveway.

"You have a beautiful voice." I said.

"Oh.... You heard that?" she said.

"Yea... And it was beautiful..." I said.

I looked at her, she looked at me.

She smiled.

Ugh she's so perfect. Her smile, voice... Everything! I thought.

I bit my lip.

"Well.. I gotta go, ummmm I'll text you." she said.

"Okay." I said, and waved.

Ugh I'm so pathetic. I thought, punching the stearing wheel.

Kat's POV

I went into my house, and went to the window. I saw him punch his sttearing wheel.

"Fuck What did you do Kat? What the fuck!" I said, under my breath.

Connor drove away.

I went upstairs into my room. I laid on my bed. And I put my face in my pillow, in disapointment.

And then my phone rang. I looked at it... Connor was calling me.

I dropped my phone, causing it to fall on the rug, by my bed.

I cried into my pillow.

I sat up, and went to the bathroom. I grabbed the scissors, and I sat in the bathtub.

I cut myself.

Connor doesn't deserve me.... Why? Why does this guy, that I barely even know..... Make me feel like this??

I cut myself three times, and once more, that was really deep.

I started to bleed out. I stood up, and sat at the side of the bathtub, I washed my cuts, and I walked out.

I went to my room.

I looked at my phone.... Connor called me 5 times.

I took a deep breath. And I called Connor.

"Hi." I said.

"Hi." he said.

"sorry I didn't pick up."

"Wanna come over? The boys aren't here... and I need to film a video... You can help if you want.."

"I'll be there in 30." I said.

"Bye."

"bye"

I hung up. I jumped up, and sqeeled. I changed into my o2l crop top, and black shorts. And a sweater.

I went downstairs, and drove to Connor''s.

A/N: Any thoughts?