Songs I've Written

Fairytale

I've been searching everywhere for some love
But now I think that there is no God above
He won't send me down a pure white dove
Just wants me to know what it's like to be alone

Happiness is all I wish for, but it won't come to me anymore
Wish that some sweet girl or boy would knocking on my door
But I'm still crying here on my hard, wooden floor
No one will come and save me for I only have darkness in store

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This is the life I wish I had
A fairytale that didn't end bad

So much depression is lurking and running through my soul
I have a broken heart and I need someone to come and make me whole
What did they take? It was happiness that the world stole
I feel my eyes boil in anger at the world for they took away my soil

I'm falling down onto the ground and I wish for my true love to be found
But the world is just leaving me poor and dead on the ground
People have thrown me away and are waiting for me to drown
They took me and beat me to a pulp and burned away my crown

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Well I apologize if I'm ready to give up and not want to survive
But maybe if someone came over and made me glad to be alive
I would feel happiness, be able to smile, and want to thrive
Then maybe everything would be alright and I'll want to be alive

But for now, I just want to lay down, close my eyes, and die
I have no hope, I've given up, and I have no will to try
But maybe someday I'll spread my wings and fly
I hope you understand that I just don't fit in with this land

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Seven little men put me in a beautiful glass casket
But on the way I lost my glass slipper and my basket
So they brought me into the woods where a wolf once chased me
But a fairy of pure evil cursed me and won't set me free

Only a true love's kiss can save me from this twist
I rather die eternally than be forever forgotten and not missed
Am I so wrong to want others to love me like I sometimes do?
I just want to find love and have their love for me be true

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Laying in my shiny casket, cold to the bone
I feel sometimes within me, as if I'm not so alone
I open my eyes to see a knight of shining armor before me
He kisses my blood red cold lips and sets me free

We marry and I become a very known man
My heart has finally been set free and taken
I know his love for me is true
For in the darkness, I found you

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