Songs I've Written

Sober

Now that the party is over
I leave and close the door
Trying not to fall on the floor
I think I'm drunk, but I'm not sure
Why do I feel so bored?

(Pre-Chorus)
Everything is spinning around
As I fall and hit the ground
Everything is spinning around
As my alcohol self is found

(Chorus)
I hate it when the party is over
I hate being awake
I hate being sober
I hate being fake
I hate it when I'm not a smoker
I hate being aware
I hate being sober
I hate being scared
I want the party to never be over
So I'll never again have to be sober

Now that the dance is done
My demons have finally won
There is so much I should overcome
But I rather be a drunk no one
Why am I holding my gun?

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

Is there a 24/7 party?
I promise to never be tarty
But I might be early
So we can get drunk playfully
Let's put spiders in my hair
And let's get high everywhere
Let's get drunk anywhere
So I can forget about my tears
And the fact that no one is ever here
Especially my true love dear

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

I've found a 24/7 party
I'll never be tarty
But I'll always be early
So I can get drunk playfully
And I miss you especially
I miss you especially
And now that the party will never be over
I'll never have to be, have to be sober