35. Fading Away

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My next few weeks were spent on the gray sofa in the boys' living room. I think I only got up to puke or get meds. Dying honestly sucks, kids.

"Hey honey bear. Wanna watch a movie with us?" Jungkook asks.
"It's our new Burn The Stage movie. You'll love it," Tae says, trying to cheer me up a bit.

To be honest, I really don't want to watch a movie. I really don't want to do anything. But I'll do it for them, because I appreciate all that they've done for me.

Then I get this great idea in my head. I need to write letters to each of the boys and just thank them for everything. Then I need to write ARMY something- they've left supportive and kind comments on my social media accounts, so I need to do something for them too.

"Jungkook...can you hand me my notebook...please?" I say weakly. I feel like my whole body is aching just by saying a few words.

"Here."

I begin writing the letters, fall asleep, wake up, write them again, and eventually finish them.

Thank God I did.

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