Should I Tell? / l.h

Chapter 2

It's been two days since April told me that she likes Luke and to be honest, I was pretty shocked since I didn't see it coming at all! Previously I would have thought she would have went for someone like Michael or Ashton, there more type but I guess she's had a change of heart since she apparently likes Luke and now it's all she can talk about, 'Luke this' 'Luke that' and I don't have the guts to tell her she's annoying me but I would've probably done the same if I had told her I liked this guy, but I didn't and probably never will, it's for the better if I keep it to myself. Surely I can keep it a secret and not tell anyone ever, I done it pretty well for the last three months an I don't think anyone caught on, so I can keep doing it until this 'crush' I have passes. At least that's what I keep telling myself.

I have two hours to get ready, tonight we're all going the cinema's and I'm pretty nervous. I mean I haven't seen the guys outside school that much but when I do, I make things awkward and do or say something stupid, let's just say I don't have much confidence when it comes to guys, whereas April does, that's why it only took her a couple of days to tell me she likes a guy. Aprils that girl who's pretty but doesn't know it and can pull off anything she wears. So, that's why I'm nervous, I don't know what to wear! I don't want to over dress but I don't want to under dress but I still want to try and impress the guys but I don't know how to? If I told April or Marley I like him it would make this situation a whole lot easier but I haven't and properly never will.

From : April

Hey, you ready? Mum said she'll drop us off xx

To : April

Cool, I'm ready then :) xx

From : April

Be five mins xx

I end up sitting between Calum and Marley, Calum didn't talk to me much but I didn't mind because I got to speak to Marley more since I haven't really seen her since she joined the gym, she's gone all fitness crazy an whenever we make plans she doesn't come but I'm glad she came tonight, I needed to get away from April talking about Luke all the time. Oh, an they ended up sitting next to each other, what a coincidence, she's properly trying to flirt with him or something.

"Lexi? Lexi you okay?" took me a minute to realise that Marley was practically shouting me

"err yeah, I'm fine why? "

"you've been staring at Luke an April for like five minutes? " I wasn't was I? I don't think I was anyway?

"no I wasn't, what makes you think that?" no better way than to answer a question with a question

"because I just watched you staring at them! Is there something you're not telling?!" please no, I think she's figured it out

"no" I simply answer hoping she'll stop quizzing me

"oh okay, if that's how you're gonna be then fine" I wasn't looking at her but I knew she was raising her eyebrows at me, she does it when she knows she's right and in this case she is, I just don't want her to be because then that means I have to tell her that I like Luke.