What If You Found Yourself Falling In love With Someone

Chapter 1

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"Carl, ba't mo ginagawa sa akin toh?" I'm infront of my ex, I'ts almost 3 months when we broke up.

Ang sakit at ang Unfair! Dahil siya naka move-on na actually may girlfriend na siya ulit ...... Si Kate. Pero ako?!.... Heto gabi-gabi umiiyak, gabi-gabi naguguluhan.

Bakit niya ako iniwan?!

Ano ang ginawa kong mali?!

"Hindi ko alam Sandra! Isang araw nagising nalang ako na hindi na kita mahal! I'm so sorry."

'Huh?!"
I wipe my tears, trying to calm myself.

"I'm so sorry Sandra, hirap na hirap na kasi ako, lagi tayong nag-aaway tapos pareho tayong ma pride!"

"FUCK! Ginawa ko lahat Carl! nagsinungaling ako sa mga kaibigan natin, nagsinungaling ako sa mga magulang ko! Ginawa ko lahat para sayo, para sa atin pero eto! Eto yung sinukli mo! Anong klaseng lalaki ka?! Huh!"

Why all men are always like hurting women like me na ang gusto lang naman naming mga babae eh ang mag-mahal at mahalin ng totoo!

Ang dali lang nun diba?!

Akala ko si Carl na kasi masaya naman kami noon eh.

Napapasaya ko siya, napapasaya niya ako pero gaya nga nang sabi niya .... life happens.

"Sandra its almost 3 months, please just move on."

"Ang daling sabihin pero ang hirap gawin."
Kalmado kong sabi while intently looking into his eyes and tears are planning to flow again.

I can feel that his also hurting.
I can feel that his also suffering, kasi 5 months din kami eh.
5 month of memories.
5 months of lying and
5 months of hiding.

Pero hindi ko alam kung paano niya nagawang maka move -on agad.
Maybe he really didn't love me,
Maybe he just want me because he's bored,
Maybe he planned to hurt me.

"Did I ever make you happy?"
I asked looking into his eyes, his lips parted.
Siguro eto yung kailangan ko para maka move-on, maybe I can't step forward because I'm still Clueless.

"Ofcourse! I loved you Sandra, but that was before."
He said and trying to reach my hand but I step backward.

I don't want him to touch me, because I'm still in love and If he'll gonna touch me, I know I can't step forward easily and the situation will going to be worst.

"I'm Sorry ..... For wasting your time."
I immediately walk towards my car and...
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cry hardly.

"Ang tanga mo Sandra! Ang tanga mo! Ang tanga tanga mo!"

I cry so hard habang hinahampas ang manibela.Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa bang magmahal ulit gaya nang pagmamahal na inalay ko kay Carl.

Ang sakit eh! Ang sakit sakit!
It's like he broke my heart into the smallest pieces of it.

I stay in my car for almost an hour just to calm myself, kasi baka pag pinilit kong mag-drive kanina baka nasa hospital nako ngayon syempre kahit na I'm in my worst part of my Life I still need to live, pursue my Dreams and to be with my Family and Friends.

When I felt better I immediately drive myself out of the place.After a few minutes of driving biglang tumunog ang tiyan ko, hindi pa pala ko nananghalian at pasado alas 2:00 na ng hapon.