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Homicide

My lungs are filled with the words I never got to say,

Pain shoots through my abdomen as I gasp for air.

I try to crawl over the moist grass,

But it's too late

The light is starting to leave my eyes

My pain doubles, as hands lift up my head,

I realize who it is, and red clouds my vision.

"Do you still believe in God?"

Words echo through my head,

Do I? Who even am I? Why did this happen to me?

A memory flashes through my head,

I was in church, singing to the lord who saved me.

He offered me salvation, he gave me freedom from my sins.

"He saved me from the evil of my sins,

I am forever indebted to him." the memory sang

"You know I do." I said fearfully to the man.

I'm going to die, this is my end

"Then go live with your God" the voice cries out

The gun is pointed to my head

This is it, my last few seconds on this Earth

The sound of the gun echos in my ears,

I felt like crying deep inside, but I physically couldn't

God, why did you let me die?

It wasn't suicide, no I considered it homicide.

This sad, sinful world you created Lord has lead to my end.