Is it Meant To Be.? (Emison)

Chapter 22

Emily's POV

I left Arias house and Decided to go Visit Ali. Having that talk with Aria made me realize I have to get closure? I guess

I got to Alison's but I'm way too nervous to knock I'm just standing by the door like a dumbass I should go, this was wrong why did I even choose to come here in the first place!

I turn around and head towards my car but I hear the door open

"Em? What are you doing here?" I hear Ali

Shit

I have no choice now I turn around awkwardly

"I was just leaving" I said

"Is that so? Were you going to talk to me?" She asks

"Uhm yeah I was but then I got nervous and..you know what? imma just go." I turn towards my car again

"Em! Wait I wanted to actually talk too. I was just about to head over to your house" she says "Really?"

She nods "Wanna just go inside?" She says "Alright" I said I walked in we sat in the living room

"I-" we said in sync

"You go first" we said in sync again we laugh "you go first Em" She says I sighed "alright I just wanted to clear things up with us. I know we didn't end well and that's my fault. I never should've rushed it. I guess i was just so alarmed of what happened to us at school" I said

"Em..I'm sorry for the way it ended also I wanted to say yes so badly but I wanted us to go steady. You know what happens with people who marry early. I didn't want that to be us. I wanted us to be...Forever"

Im not going to lie my heart is hurting

"I-I never should've left like that. Things would've been so different Ali who knows if I would've dealt with the situation better we would've been together. And I've loved you for so long Alison, For so so so long. It just took the school shooting to make me realize it. I never saw myself with Sabrina in the future but I did see it with you. That kiss we shared in my guest room was amazing my heart exploded that night but I never got to say sorry also about that night with Sabrina I Never wanted to do it with her if it helps I was thinking about you....wow I can't believe I just said that"

Alison laughs "it's fine Emily. And Honestly same I've also loved you for so long. You've always treated me better than Noel. You've taken care of me the most and I've loved you for that but when I'd see you with Sabrina..You would look so happy and I didn't wanna ruin that."

wow this really fucking sucks..but I'm having a kid with Im starting a family..I can't be anything but just friends with Alison

I sighed "I really hate what I'm about to do right now" I sat up because I don't think I can say this while sitting down

"Alison I-"

Alison quickly stood up and kissed me

"Em- Im sorry it's just..I think I know what you're gonna say and if I'm right well then I just wanted one last Kiss" she says

Wow she's really making this harder

"It's fine..where was I? I um Okay What I was gonna say I love you Alison I really do and if I wasn't having a baby with Chelsey I would've left her the moment you guys found me. But I am having a baby with her and I need to be there for her and my child which is why Whatever we have we need to-we need to put those feelings away. Trust me Ali this hurts me because I really wanted to be with you I really did but I'm starting to fall for Chelsey she's a really great person and-"

"You don't have to explain yourself Em" She Says I could feel my eyes getting watery

She had a tear fall from her eye I wiped it off "You're a really amazing person you know that Right Em? She's a really lucky person..I know we already kissed but can we just do it one more time? Please?"

I wiped my tears and Nod

We kissed For One Last Time