~Niall's P.O.V~
I watch as Daniella picks up her coat and begins to walk out of my front door and out of my life . I can't help but have tears running down my face as I sob , she turns around and shakes her head and wipes her perfect face with the back of her hand and quickly closes the door . Once I realized that she's gone and probably isn't coming back i fall completely on the floor and hold my knees up to my chest .
Whoever said 'real guys don't cry' is stupid because if you really love someone as much as I love Daniella you would in fact cry . Time passes by and I'm still on the floor in the same place as I was before . I don't get it , if I'm honest I never cried this much in my whole life but then it hit me . My life just left me which caused me to cry more . I struggle to get up so I just decided to stay there for the rest of the night . Schools in a couple of hours anyways and I don't plan on going .
We have a football game today but i know I won't be going to that either , my life is truly fucked up just because I got jealous and just because I had to push and push the topic on and on . I know I'll never be as good as Sean but as long as I am alive I will try my damn hardest . Tonight really showed me how hard headed I really am and it's truly sad that i caused Daniella to be in pain just because I got too full of myself .
I know if I don't go to school people will ask what happened and I know that if I do go to school people would ask me why I look so depressed and looked like a mess . I know if I go to my football game that I would get tackled and not be on my A game . I'll be too busy thinking about Daniella and how much it broke my heart to see her cry . I just wished that I was different so I wouldn't hurt her and so that way I'd be a better boyfriend for her .
I sigh as my eyes start to get Heavy but once I start to fall asleep I keep seeing Daniella's face and how her bright green eyes turn into such duel color . I sighed once more knowing I wasn't going to get any sleep anytime soon
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