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The students had met up on the graveyard late at night, without Sephy. They hadn't been doing anything with her recently, she hadn't even showed up to classes for the past month.
"She's not going to say anything is she?" Billy frantically asked swinging from a pipe he had no idea what held up.
"She was there too. I'm sure she's not going to pull herself down" Saya scoffed as she sat herself besides Petra who looked at her with a scowl and then back to Billy.
"Well she was going to tell me to blame it all on her before she jumped" Petra let slide and Marcus shot his head round with glaring eyes.
None of them had told Saya about what had happened, there was no reason behind that, they had just collectively decided not to speak of it.
"She tried to fucking jump?" Saya asked glancing between everyone's guilty faces.
She was more than confused as to why hadn't she been told. Why did she want to jump?
"So is that why she hasn't been out her room at all? Has anyone checked on her? I-"
"I've been checking on her" Petra cut her off as she noticed the panic on her face. She really cared about her which was kind of sweet but definitely peculiar.
Petra saw as Marcus instantly relaxed at what she had said but she wanted to snap at him. He hadn't been to see if she was okay or even alive because he was more bothered about his new girlfriend.
Instead of snapping at him she turned to Saya with gritted teeth,
"Yeah Marcus saved her like the superhero he is" she said sarcastically and Saya furrowed her brows as if to ask what she was hinting at. "What was it again?" Petra asked turning to Marcus who had a cigarette hanging from his lip "I need YOU" she said trying to mimic his voice.
"Oh" Saya almost laughed standing forward off of the grave she was leant on "was that before or after you and María started fucking?"
Marcus' face dropped, the way she said it, it was painted with so much venom that it physically hurt him. He almost stumbled back and dropped his cigarette from his gaping mouth.
"I'm not fucking married to either of them" Marcus spat and Petra jumped forward ready to swing for him but Saya told her with a small head shake not to do so.
Billy from the other side of the roof danced over and perched himself on the edge of a gravestone to watch as Marcus began to be circled by the girls.
"Oh what have I said now?" he asked rolling his eyes and Billy let go of a laugh before shaking his whole body to get himself to answer.
"Dude" he breathed slapping his knees "you said you needed her and then haven't even made the effort to see her for a month PLUS you started dating María don't you think that's gonna mess with her?"
"I told her I needed her not that I wanted to fuck her I-"
"Well that's a good job because I don't want to fuck you" snapped a voice from the door.
Everyone turned their heads sharply towards where Sephy was stood, she had darker hair than before and wore much tighter and darker clothes. A chain hung from her belt loops and her crop top barely covered her stomach.
As she stepped towards the group she watched as everyone's jaws fell open, she was different.
Now she fit the dangerous portrayal of herself.
"Now fuck off, I'm supposed to be meeting some people" she ordered stepping into the light.
Marcus noticed her nose ring and licked his bottom lip as his eyes transfixed. Sephy rolled her eyes knowing that she was being assessed from head to toe by all the students around her.
Billy was first to disappear followed by Willie who shot her a wink before he left, Petra did a mixture of a gag and a laugh.
Marcus was still stood there when Petra turned the girl to look at her and Saya.
"Are you okay, you're shaking"
Sephy closed her eyes and took a deep breath to steady herself. She knew she'd let herself go and that after this meeting she was going to be at rock bottom.
If she fought one more time, she knew she'd be at the weakest she had ever been but that was because she'd gotten herself into so much trouble over the past month.
"I'm fine" she breathed with a smile.
She was grateful for Petra, she hadn't fussed her but she had equally been supportive and checked in on her. She'd dyed her hair for her, she'd even taken her for her piercing.
"Tell that to the blood dripping down your arm. What the fuck Persephone" Saya argued trying to pull her arms to expose where she had scratched and cut her arms when shed forced herself to stay awake so she didnt fall unconcious and have another flashback.
She knew thats not how it worked but she just wanted to make sure, she couldnt stand to see the blood anymore or hear their pleas.
"You look pale" Petra whispered leaning closer towards her so that Marcus couldn't hear even though he strained to try. "who are you meeting?" she followed up and Sephy shook her head as if she didnt want to tell her.
Truthfully she had started a fight with multiple people and she'd expected them to come looking for her up on the graveyard and she wanted to beat them to it, but now as she swayed from side to side she started to realise that she'd much rather be back in her room where she didnt have to see anyone- specifically Marcus.
She looked round one last time, her sad eyes only catching on Marcus for a few seconds before she turned to Petra with eyes that screamed an apology.
"Lets get you back to your room"
Saya smiled but those words sent Sephy's heart rate on overdive.
When Saya reached forward to hold her arm and bring her along with her, she shot away.
"DONT TOUCH ME" she shouted batting her arms away before returning back to a normal tone of voice "I can make my own way back"
Eventhough the words from her mouth seemed calm, behind her eyes she had started to blacken. She needed to get back to her room before she fully blacked out.
