The red angel (urushihara x reader)

C4

I'm sorry this chapter took forever to get out i originally had a different one planned but then i thought that it was kinda rushing into the end the book so i thought i would add this i know i didn't give a good description of "your" past so ya this is kinda of a flash back dream thing just read it :)

*I open my eyes and see big green things all around me i look around and up to see there sunflowers i stand up only not even half of the flowers hight i hear horses and yelling in the distance and look around fastly 'There, look!' I jump up and see big men on horses They have the church uniform on My heart speeding up i start running the horses feet going faster and faster i gather up what magic i have and open a portal jumping into it, it closing behind me quickly,  i fly through the portal i look at my self dirty ripped clothes and muddy shoes that are to big for me but somehow stay on, I see a light and  i go in to it (OoF birth 😂) everything going black.....cold, wet, i feel cold and wet my eyes slowly open i find my self faced with dirty i stand up and feel a strong pain in my arm i look at it and see blood running down my arm i look at it closely and see i got a cut i sigh and look around to see I'm in between two buildings i walk out and see I'm in a small town i look in front of me a see a building big white words on it spelling out ' orphanage' i walk to it a knock on the door it opens and i met with a tall lady black hair and bright green eyes she's wearing a red dress 'oh my!' She yells making me jump back 'come here child don't fret' i walk to her and she takes me inside and to this room sitting me down on this table and taking out this white box opening it and taking out some things she treats my cut and it doesn't hurt anymore she gives me different clothes and tells me to change and she leaves the room i get off the desk and take off my clothes and put on a white long sleeve shirt and some grey pants i walk out and see the lady standing there she smiles and says 'here some new shoes' she takes my shoes off and put some new ones on she takes me upstairs and opens a door the room having a bed and two other doors the room also having a box on the floor the lady fed to my height and starts talking 'what's your name child?' She ask i fell my mouth move but here nothing come out of it she smiles 'ok then &$@;@$ how bout you get a good night sleep and I'll introduce you to the other kids in the morning' as she talks and said my name i didn't hear anything i just saw her mouth move but nothing came out i nod and walk in the room the door closed behind me i look around and see a white thing on the wall i flick it and a light comes on i jump i walk around the room and come up to one of the close doors opening it   I find a closet i walk to the other one a open it seeing a bathroom i walk in and see a mirror only seeing the wall i look around i find a wooden stool i take it and put it in front of the sink standing on it my eyes widened at the sight my once purple hair now a brown and my black and red eye and white and blue 'I'm human' i think i look around fastly scared that they were gonna hurt me i run to the door opening it and running down the hallway a few doors opening and human kids looking out the doors i go to the stares and end up falling down my head hitting the ground facing the top of the stairs i see a bunch of kids laughing then the lady comes shoo them away going down fastly and helping me up she makes sure I'm not hurt i pull away and hide in the corner of the room she looks at me and stands up she reaches out and i hide my face in the wall 'i guess no one's was ever nice to you huh?' I look back at her to see the kids behind her about 9 i shake my head no and all the kids run to me hugging me saying how their gonna make sure no one hurts me anymore 'why are they being so nice to me' my cheeks feel warm and i realize that I'm crying
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Months go by and I'm 11 a new girl came to the orphanage and she came up to me 'hello I'm Julian what's your name?' And for the first time i hear my hear my name ' y/n' she smiles and hugs me 'we're gonna be the best of friends y/n!' I smile and hug her back 'ya!'
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A few year go by and I'm now apparently 14 Julian is 12 we were on the roof of the orphanage no one was around a few people go out side now and then 'i really love this town' Julian says 'same, i lived in this town for ever' she looks over at me and i look at her she gives me a close eye smile and i smile back she jumps on the corner of the building and starts walking 'hey be careful!' I said 'the orphanage is really tall you can fall and hurt your self really bad 'I'm not gonna fall' she says and her foot slips she falls off and i run to the edge of the building 'Julian!' I yell tears in my eye full of fear 'should i use my wings?!' I Argue with my self big white wings come out of Julian's back and she flys up my heart stops and i stay still tears running down my face now full of anger and hatred i start shaking and hear her land behind me i turn around and she has a evil smile on her face 'guess my covers up' she says i just look at her 'what's wrong y/n? Never seen a angel before?' I look at the ground and back at her 'how-how could you, you lied to me, did everything we did together mean nothing, you just faked being my friend, i-i trusted you, I TRUSTED YOU!!' Power flowing through me my hair falls in my face the color now purple she shoots a magic bullet at me and i move making her miss my wings coming out and i look at her full of nothing but negative emotions she flys in the sky and i follow we fight both going full force on each other after a hour of us fighting i hit her and she goes flying to the ground and makes a hole in the ground making a loud noise people coming out side and screaming at the site i gather up my remaining magic and make a big magic bullet shooting towards her when it hits the ground the whole town blows up making a big hole in the ground nothing but dirt is left i fly to the ground my wings going away it gets harder and harder for me to see with all the tears in my eye i lay down on the ground and just cry it starts raining and i just let all my emotions out i stand up and take a deep breath and just scream 'ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-' *

"Ahhh!-" i sit up quickly breathing really fast i look around and see its 11 i look around and see that abby isn't here i stand up and run to the bathroom opening it to see no one look around again and see a note on the table from Abby 'went to work I'm gonna bring back kfc for dinner so don't eat to much ~ abby' i let out a breath and grip my shirt where my heart is I hear a knock on the door and stand up wiping my eyes and i open it to met with Julia i instantly pull my hand back and punch her she goes flying into the wall and gives me a thumbs up "i deserve that" i roll my eyes "no you deserve way more that that" she stands up and looks at me and walks back in front of me "what's wrong y/n? Had another flash back" she says in a mocking voice i take her by the hair and she screams "hey let go of me!" Maous door opens and the boys stick their head out  drag her by the hair down the hall and ope the door leading out side and throw her down the stairs her hitting her head and falling face first on the dirty she picks her head up and spits out some dirt and i hear a giggle and look slightly over to see the boys now standing next to me the laugh coming from urushihara "stupid bitch" Julia says and i go to step down the stairs but maou and ashiya grab me and pull me back they pull me in the hall and urushihara goes to close the door before it closes fully i scream "fuck you!" And maou and ashiya let go of me ashiya goes to say something but i cut him off "unless you don't want to die i recommend you close your mouth" i said and he does i turn around and go to my room slamming the door behind me i go to my makeshift bed a hide my face in the pillow and just scream my screams all muffled