What happen to me?

I think, I love her.

I sit lots alone in my trailer. My life is boring. It goes on for weeks now. I hate this situation and know I want Stephen in my life again. Next weekend we are in San Diego for Comic con. We shared a room in the hotel. I can't wait to snuggle up against his chest again. I walk to set and meet Stephen there. He is in his Arrow suit and he is sexy in it. "Stephen, can I get one of you're hugs?"Stephen nod and open his arms. "What are happen to you?"he asked when I stay in his arms. "I know that I make a misstake because of you. I miss you. And I'm over it."I answer. I feel safe again and know I did the right thing.

Emily walks in while I wait to start the scene. She ask me to hug her. I'm suprissed but I hug her because I think, I lover her. I open my arms and she walk in to my arms. It feel so damned good. The scenes with her goes easy, we have some one takers. We have a great time on set. We ruined a lot of takes because we have to laugh a lot. When we are done, we have a great time in my trailer. We watch a movie, she sit close to me and I love it. I pull her against my chest and she let it happen. I wrap my arms around her waist. We watch a movie together. She fall in sleep with her head against my chest. I feel so much love for this women. It doesn't matter that she is ten years younger. I put the tv out and give Emily a kiss on top of her head. I love this women and she need to know that. I have a idea and I will do it in San Diego.

I wake up when I feel some moving underneeth me. When I open my eyes, I see Stephen. I get red cheeks. "Stephen, what happen? Why are you don't wake me up to let me go home?" I asked. He got red cheeks to and I have to laugh about that. "Because, I like it that we are best friends again. And that you lay against me, again. I miss that so much last weeks." His cheeks get a more darker shade of red. I lay my hand on his cheek. "No, problem. I love this too. We have to make some sleep on our own and after that we have to make ready for today." He nod and we sit right. "Steph, I go to my trailer to sleep and change my clothes." He nod again. I go to my trailer and feel so happy. We are best friends again and the way it starts, I love it. It is as before all of this and I can say I love it. I'm still in love with that men. That's luckely not a problem anymore.