I didn't intend to end it,
I just need to feel physical pain
for my emotions are overwhelming, it is overflowing.
But I can't pour my thoughts to anyone,
Brave enough to cut myself,
Too coward to feel ashamed.
I am proud and give advises
Too open and ready to listen
A hypocrite, scared to start to talking.
I am afraid to bother anyone, anymore.
Releasing everything unto myself
Fake myself to forget.
Until everything is written down to this sheet.