The Baseball Player and I

Feelings-1

Just some of my feelings about my crush..

I don't know how to feel about you. Emotions are cloudy and I can't help but blame you, you and your baby blue eyes and that weirdly adorable smile. I don't want you to be what I expect you to be because if you are all hope will be gone. I don't want that hope to be gone even though liking you makes me go crazy because I know you won't want me. Like every guy I've ever liked they saw the surface and not the inside. Not the real me but the me that everyone judges. Sometimes it's hard to feel.