A Man with Love in His Heart

God, What Have I Done?

Sometimes I wake up
In the middle of the night
Screaming out your name
Wishing to make it right

I'm all alone without you
God, what have I done?
Maybe in another life
You were the one

I can't do better than you
Because there is not better
I sit down at my desk
And open up your letter

I've read them a thousand times
And yet i read them still
I thought I'd we're together
We could climb any hill

But this one is too steep
We were unprepared
When I was feeling happy
You were feeling scared

That fear ate away at you
Crying night and day
But I would never know
Because you would never say

You kept it to yourself
You know it would sting
But it would be worse if
I have gotten you a ring

So you spoke your mind
You didn't hold back
You were on the defensive
While I was in the attack

In this war of our creation
We ended at a draw
But the treat that we signed
Left at least one major flaw

I still love you
With all of my heart
While you've moved on
I can barely start

Since every time I open my eyes
I imagine you by my side
And I'm standing with you
My arms are opened wide

God, what have I done
To merit this eternal hell
We were young, wild, and free
But now I'm locked in a cell