Thought Bubbles

t h r e e

i see skinny people everywhere i look
do they have an eating disorder too?
or did they just get lucky?
do they know i'm looking at them?
Do they?
i hope not
maybe i'm just being paranoid
or what if i'm not and they really do know
oh god
oh god brain stop
LOOK AWAY!
shit
i can't
why do i always do this to myself?
why do i torture myself like this?
why do i compare myself to everyone one and their mother?
i wish my mind would give me a break
i need a break
my thoughts pick me apart all day
how do i make it stop?
how do i make everything stop?