i don't sleep anymore
instead, i practice conversations
with you
conversations that we will never have
i shape sounds
with my mouth
folding origami thoughts
into syllables,
fitting syllables into pseudowords
it feels like i'm trying to strip
the stars from the inside of my skull
it feels like the words might shatter
if i'm not gentle enough
i am too careful, holding my breath,
staring into the dark,
making feeble eye contact
with the ghosts who watch me
i can't sleep anymore
i'm too busy
practicing words that i will never speak
YOU ARE READING
when i speak
PoetryA collection of poetry that focuses on the struggles of interacting with others and expressing oneself.