Im bored(UNEDITED)

Dolphin

I Look out to my side if someone is there. My god! Hindi naman ako takot sa madilim na lugar kahit eskinita pa yan lagyan mo pa yang plot na iyan ng nag iinoman na tao, hinding hindi ako natatakot. Kahit nagsusuot pa ako sa kakahuyan, hindi ako natatakot.

It's just a pranksters. But someone just spoke my name. My name! Ok na sana eh kung female name na 'miss', 'babe', 'beautiful ' at kung anu-ano pa yang pangalang pang endearment sa babae, but this. Only my brother can call me that to make me punch his crotch so bad that'll make him curl to his stomach dahil ako yung tipong tao na madali ma irita at magpairita ng tao.

That's why my friend's left me. I'm a irritating person. Pero pagdating sa pamilya ko, well, their obligated to me. Kahit ano pa man ang maging ako, they'll always stick to me. And besides, family will always be family. Whether or not I'm irritating I'm the only 'me' in this whole wide world. I ignored that melodrama thought that I just happen to surfaces at my mind instead I ignored it and nagfocus nalang na meron ngang espiyang nambubuso sa akin although wala namang ka attract-attract sa akin. Kung sino man siya, he or she really don't scare me. Or so I convince myself that I'm not scared at all but failed to no avail. I'm scared to the thought of someone who might try to harm me and all but not the thought of ghost lurking in the forest or at the deepest darkest part of the forest. Sabi nga nila, mas matakot ka sa buhay kaysa sa patay. And then this. From what I saw kanina ay napaka creepy. My god. I think its a creature. At hindi lahat ng nilalang sa lugar na iyon ay puro 'harmless' kung titingnan, so better to be cautious than to say sorry at all. Creepy na nga irritating pa. Sakit sa mata. Kainis! I was to turn my flashlight on when coincidentally it didn't work. Kainis!

I tremble as I saw it's silhoutte while that someones head still is out,peeking. Can't you stop?! Hindi ako nag-isip ng kung anu-ano na baka nga bumu-bungisngis na ito sa akin. I trembled like an earthquake crumbling to the ground. Then I closed my eyes hoping it would disappear. OK I'm a bit scared pero kunti lang dahil baka kung ano pang gawin nito sa akin in the morning. I uttered a prayer. Then heard again the guy's voice. Muttering something na hindi ko mawari kung ano ang pinagsasabi.

" Your fine. Hindi ka niya sasaktan."

He said pagkatapos niyang magsalita ng hindi ko mawari kung ano kanina.

Stop. Get out of my head!

Sa ngayon hindi na sa hangin ito bumubulong sa akin kundi sa isipan ko na. Am I going crazy? Then I open my eyes to get ready para tumakbo para umiwas din sa nagaabang panganib. Alam kong hindu niya kagagawan ang nilalang na Ito, hindi niya naman Ito nasasakupan ah, its. all in the book. Ngayon lamang ito nangyari sa akin since I've been doing this for many months straight tapos ganon nalang tong insidenteng ito. Then suddenly it was gone or he/she is gone. Just like the wind blows. Fleeting like to it.

That thing is different from them if I categories that thing or someone from them. I would not know it since it seems like a human, a black silhouetted human. Ang daming them ah. Napabuntong hininga na lamang ako.

I erase that thought na meron ako kani-kanina lang and proceeded to my destination. Back home. I'll comeback tomorrow night and be sure to ride something. Mahirap na. I ran. Hoo! It was hellish since ang backpack ko ay mabigat.

Tapos malayo-layo rin yung nalakaran ko kanina. As I got back to my house, entering through the kitchen's door, went back to my room while locking it. Mahirap na, baka magka totoo pa yung panaginip ko. Then went back to bed.

Few minutes later hindi ako makatulog. Insomnia? Yes. Or so as I thought. I never bothered taking sleeping pills since its bad for the health. Hindi rin naman ako pumunta sa mga doktor baka ma burden lang sina mama at papa sa gastos. Hindi naman sa ano pero may business naman kami sa textile industry with the partnership with the Demuels at kahit papaano ay masasabi ko na nasu-sustensyunan lang naman nila mama at papa ang pangangailangan namin bilang mga anak. I don't really have Insomnia. Its just that, ever since then I can remember nong bata pa ako nagkaka ganito na talaga ako eh, check-up naman sa doctor nilang mama at papa pero wala lang daw naman. It was childhood. A part of me and the next thing I know, na kasanayan ko na.