You're constantly in my dreams nowadays, i don't understand why or how. But I keep having these recurring thoughts about you. it's strange. how many years has it been? seven years now. Yesterday I saw your name on my snapchat recommendation list to add. Your name came up on my PayPal list too. I don't understand why. It haunts me to think that I'll see you again. I don't even have your number saved to my phone.
Walking down the street the other day with someone else, I thought I seen you from afar. This has happened twice. Why? All of a sudden? Has something happened? Shall something happen? I remember how things were, constantly aiding you, never did I know how much you were going through. But I was there. Present for you when no one else was. Leaving my studies just to help you. All my time used for you, but things ended.
These dreams weren't awful, not entirely. But it concerns me. What will come of you? Of us?
Someone once said to me that one day we will reunite and finally have the talk that we were supposed to. I didn't ever believe it. Even now I wish to stay a fool to this possibility.
But I pray for an answer. Why?
