"no no no" I whisper as tears roll down my face. What the fuck am I gonna do!?
"this is just a dream" I sob, trying to convince myself it wasn't real. I pinch myself, slap my cheeks multiple times and hit myself with the pregnancy tests but nothing is showing me that this is a dream
I pick up my phone and go into the group chat I made a few weeks ago with the girls
Nicotine, 10:19am. it's positive..
I wait for a reply only to get on seconds later
Emmas on crack, 10:19am. bitch I wanna be the godmother! CONGRATS HUN!!
Jade is a lad, 10:19am. HUNNY I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! and Emma you crackbum I WANT TO BE THE GODMOTHER
Emmas on crack, 10:20am. back off she likes me more :)
Jade is a lad, 10:20am. bitch you wish
I silently chuckle at their conversation and add a quick reply
Nicotine, 10:20am. guys you know you can both be the godmother
Jade is a lad, 10:20am. I is okay with working alone, if only emma will just face the facts and realise you just love me more than you will ever love her :D
Emmas on crack, 10:20am. hoe u wish
Jade is a lad, 10:21am. DID U JUST CALL ME A HOE, HOE?!
Emmas on crack, 10:21am. YOU BET I DID HOE
Nicotine, 10:21am. can you have this convo later, I'm in a crisis right now and your fighting about who will be this fricking godmother, I love you both as much as I even love myself so just calm down, I need u plus Noah is at my house and downstairs..
Emmas on crack, 10:22am. give me that dickwards face and ill use it as a punching bag, he thinks he can just get you pregnant then walk away with it, we'll he has another thing coming
Jade is a lad, 10:22am. that's exactly what he's not gonna do, emmas right, he can't just walk away like nothing happened, you have to talk to him
"I can't believe it" I mumble to myselr
"what?" I hear his voice say from my door way, immediately paling at the amount of fear heard in his voice
"what can't you believe" he says making his voice more clear
"nicky-" I cut him off
"im pregnant" I sob, tears rolling down my cheeks with ease "you got what you wanted? huh? did you really want to know what I was hiding, why I stormed off, why I said I had worse things to deal with? well this is what I have to deal with for the next 9 months because of you so thanks Noah, thanks"
Throughout my part say, Noah stood there, silent as anyone could possibly be, analysing every single word that left my mouth. His eyes are wide full of shook and fear, lips parted slightly as if he had just gotten frozen
"say something" I whisper wiping away the tears. When he doesn't make any sign to try and reply, I go with plan B
"gosh why don't you just say something! you can't stand at my door way off in fairy land all day while I'm here trying to figure out what I'm going to do with a small human growing inside of me! you have just ruined the next 9 months of my life, 9 months of pain, 9 months of cravings, 9 months in waiting to have a baby known as our child pop out of me!" I yell, more drops of water spilling from my eyes
"i need my brother" I murmur crawling up into a ball on my bed
"im right here" Blake says coming into my room and sitting beside my balled body, laying his arm around my shoulder "is it true?" he asks me and I nod my head towards the tests
YOU ARE READING
The girl in the Hoodie *Slowly Editing*
Teen Fiction"is this what you've came to" I say making him jump a little. He turns around enough to see the sorrow in his once bright green eyes now as dull as a slow carnival ride Noah stands up, dropping the bottle of what looks to be vodka and stumbles over...
