I am lying beside jimin, my headphones in my ears as the song keeps playing on repeat
My playlist has changed every now and then but this song stays there, unchanged
I keep it on repeat because it reminds me of the stupidity I've done
I loved jimin
Loved
When "he" was with me, I used to love jimin, he used to see me cry at night
It hurt him too but he kept it inside because he wanted me to be happy
Why?
It's simple, he loved me
And I think he still does.
Three years ago, if I would have realized my love for him.
I would not be here, crying silently while the lamp on the side of my bed is on, flashing his pictures in my eyes
You wanna ask if I love him or not?
Yes, I do.
Very much that it hurts that he left me for my happiness
But I realized that he was the reason of my happiness
But till I realized
It was late
"I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to, when I'm lying close to someone else, you're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it, if I could do it all again, I know I'd go back to you"
This verse always makes me cry and smile at the same time
He's so far away from me, but I just wish he was close to me.
I'm stupid to lose a gem like him.
But I had to
There were two reasons
One, I loved jimin at that time
Two, he deserves so much better than me
And I think, he would have found someone better than me but I still need him
So badly
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Playlist| Taekook| Completed
Fanfiction"I know you've been hurtin' enough, but let me be hurt too" KTH "If I've hurt you so much so can I make you happy once?" JJK Super angsty with a happy ending Please listen to the recommended songs, if not then reading this book is of no use topkook ...
