"I miss him"

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I was walking outside, kicking stones and listening to sad songs while looking at the scenery.

I saw the bench i used to sit with him and i smiled sadly

He used to wipe my tears and keep my head on his shoulder and comfort me. I did stop crying, I did feel my heart flutter but I assumed it as if it was because of jimin

He pet my hair and I felt so safe in his arms.

I need his touch,

I need him.

I miss him.

He really tried to break my walls and enter in my heart but I didn't let him.

I was so blind that I lost the one who actually loved me.

He told me that everything would be okay and to stay strong

I always used to reply with an I love you

Those words were just words back then

Today, they feel like emotions which pour down my eyes like tears

I sat on the bench and rubbed the area where he used to sit gently

"Everything will be fine" I said to myself, trying to voice it like he did but the way he used to say it can't be compared to anyone's voice

I kept my head in my hands as I started to cry

At that time, I cried for jimin

But now, I am crying for him

And these tears are more painful than the ones in the past

Because he is not with me

To help me "stay strong"

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