It was only just a dream-[Beomjun] ✔

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Time: 7:30 AM
Place: McDonalds

SOOBIN's POV

Mom and dad's on a vacation, that's why there's no food at home today.

I don't know how to cook so that's why I decided to go to McDonald's.

I was about to fall in line when I saw a familiar face.

Choi Yeonjun.

I was hurt everytime I see him. It makes me feel so bad that I can't feel the same way he does.

I might've even ruined the friendship we once had.

"Shit." I heard him curse.
I tried to go next to him and find out what's wrong.

Oh. Stupid Yeonjun left his wallet.

"Here you go miss" I handed the money to the cashier lady, smiled and paid for Yeonjun's breakfast.

He was shookt and it was written all over his face. He was red.

"You don't have to" he said all embarrassed.

Yes I have to. What do you want me to do? Ignore and let you starve? Pabo. I'm still your friend

"It's okay. Eat up" I smiled at him.

"Thanks." He then turned around and is clearly awkward around me.

I feel so bad for hurting him this much.

"What a nice friend" I heard the cashier.

I just smiled

He was with his classmate I guess? They were studying.

But I caught him stealing glances from me, aish this hyung😅

"Study" i mouthed him.

Then he just gestured me an "okay" sign.

There he was studying real hard.

"Lol are you even listening? I heard his friend say

Pft.

I'm trying to not ruin our friendship.

And i hope he finds someone better than me who can love him the way he does.

As soon as I finished eating my burger, I went straight to school.

I ran because i knew I was late.

As soon as I arrived,The teacher let me in anyways and said nothing. My classmates were already taking the exam
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Finally, lunch time, our teacher had an announcement to make, which explains why i got out late.

There I saw my other friends eating together.

I should go for it. They're still my friends, even yeonjun.

"Hey guys" I said smiling at them.

I saw them both looking at Yeonjun's direction.

I saw the hurt look in his face.

"Did I make everything awkward? I'm sorry, I'll just-"

How foolish of me, i'll only make things awkward

"No. I'm done eating. You guys do your thing" Yeonjun smiled bitterly and walked away.

I feel like an asshole. Making a close friend, almost like a brother to me feel hurt.

"How's Yeonjun hyung?" I asked them

"Why don't you ask him yourself?" Taehyun questioned me

"I'll only make things awkward."

"He's hanging out with someone cuter than you. Why?" Kai told me.

Ouch.

I don't know why but it really hurt me.

"Who?"

"We're not telling" Taehyun teased

"Wow, i smell jealousy" Kai joked.

"No i'm not"

No. I'm not jealous and I mean it. It just hurts that I am quickly replaced.

This just proves how replaceable I am.

"Then why ask?" Taehyun said sassily

"He's still my friend" I said.

"He's hurt and he probabbly still loves you" Kai said.

"I never saw Yeonjun hyung this sad. He must've loved you so much"

True. He wasn't always sad.

It hurts to be the reason of someone's sadness. Especially if it's someone you really care about.

"Please take care of him and make him move on. I don't want to ruin our friendship because he's definitely a person i care about and i don't want to lose him" I said to my friends.

"We're on it." Taehyun assured.