'Ocean Eyes"

5

"And hey darling,
I hope you're good tonight.
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving.
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it.
Tell me something sweet to get me by,
'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la, la la la,
Till everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.

If you can wait till I get home,
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past.
Well it might be for the best."

I kept singing along to 'if it means a lot to you' by a day to remember. I really loved that song.
mum texted me half an hour ago that they were here in 2 hours so i have plenty of time to clean my room/ apartment before they get here

it's funny how you know Rose gets along so well with all these dudes and i'm like the shy and awkward person and when it comes to filming a youtube video it's completely the opposite, then I'll be the outgoing person and she will be the shy one

i just don't know how to deal with everything sometimes. and I can't handle my social anxiety which makes my freak out even more

and especially when it comes to guys!
it's just weird

'okay' I think to myself! next up, dishes and then I'll be finished I guess!

i walk outside to the balcony and lit one other cigarette! i take a deep hit from it and let the smoke run through my lungs. my parents don't know I smoke, Well I think they know but it's just that I never told them so yeah if they find out, no harm needed!

i hear 'disease' by beartooth coming on and headbang my head a little.

suddenly the music stopped and my phone lit up!