I'm sorry for what I posted yesterday. I just had a really horrible day. I'm a lot better today, but my leg hurts. I regret it but not. I mean... I'm sorry. I really am. I don't want to worry you guys. I know that my problems aren't helping any of you guys. Maybe I should stop with the mental health thing. I'm sure I'm just hurting all of you guys.. I've been eating more then less than more then less and it's just a cycle. One of my friends that I know in real life told me I might have some form of an eating disorder, and that scares me, but I don't know if I'll be able to break my habits. I'm trying, though. I really am. I don't talk about my problems much to my friends I know in real life because they have so much contact with my family and I know I'll get in so much trouble if I tell any of them. Somehow I trust all of you more than I do them. I think it's because I trust you guys to not tell the school counselor or my parents... I don't want to hurt any of you. Please tell me if my mental health things are hurting you. I'll stop them. I promise. I don't like hurting others... Damn, that's come back to hurt me too many times to count. I don't want to worry any of you. I'm so sorry if I have. I know this is just a huge rant for nothing and me just saying I'm sorry a lot. I do that a lot. I compulsively apologize. I guess it's just me... I'm sorry if I've hurt any of you. I really, really am. Please forgive me if I have. Talk to me if I have. I don't like hurting people. I'll stop now. I'm sorry if I bothered anyone...
