Insecurity | Jikook √

Prologue

Jimin POV

i woke up feeling the sun shining on my face.

"Ughh...Kookie-ah" i groaned as i rolled over wanting to cuddle him and take in his sweet toxic scent that kept me addicted

However when i rolled over , i was greeted by an empty bed , the sheets cold , signalling that Jungkook had gotten out of bed for quite awhile.

i left out a disappointed sigh although this sure is not the first time that its happening. For the past two weeks , Jungkook always return home late and go out early in the morning before the sun even rises.

What could be keeping Jungkook so busy? He couldnt be cheat-NO! I need to trust him! We love each other right?

Quickly shrugging off the thought of my boyfriend possibly cheating on me , i lazily dragged myself out of bed and go take a quick shower.

Feeling the warm water run down my back always calms me down somehow as i couldn't help but get depress again , remembering how Jungkook would always bath with me in the morning and put on clothes for me before showering me with kisses.

*sigh* how i wish time can rewind.....

Realizing that i have been spacing out in the shower for 45 minutes already , i quickly turn off the tap and get ready for the day.

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"Jiminie!!" i was quickly tackled by a hug as i stepped into the studio.

"Hobi hyung!" i giggled and hugged him back

"Oh! Jiminie hyung! You're already here!" Taehyung greeted me as he stepped into the studio

"YA! WHY ARE YOU LATE AGAIN?!?!" Eomma Jin started to scold the poor gucci boy while Suga just laid on the couch lazily enjoying the commotion going on

I burst into laughter after seeing how Jin hyung was looking so pissed when Taehyung disrespected him as Jin hyung was trying to lecture him , and that's when i realized Jungkook stepping into the studio.

"Morning everyone!" he greeted the whole BTS with a cup of coffee in his hand and his bunny smile before he entered the audio room trying to sort out a new song he's working on i think , not forgetting to walk over to me and ruffle my hair before pecking my cheeks.

i pouted slightly wishing it was on my lips instead but quickly ignored the feeling as i returned to the dance room with Hoseok hyung to practice our dance for upcoming concert

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"Ho-*pant*seok hyu-*pant*ng....thats ama-*pant*zing" i exclaimed between a few pant and laid on the floor exhausted after finishing one of the most hardest cheoreography

"yeah..i know. By the way , is something bothering you?" Hoseok hyung asked suddenly and that caught me off guard

"N-no hyung...why would you say that?" i faked a smile and started to sit up straight

"Jiminie-ah...do you think I do not know you well enough to differentiate when are you dancing to relief stress , genuinely practicing or feeling upset?" Hoseok hyung chuckled , slightly hurt that i lied to him

"hyung...it's not like that. Okay i admit..i am feeling slightly down recently" i sighed as i finally let those words in my heart out

"Do you wanna talk about it?" he offered

"Kwenchana ( its ok) , next time maybe" i managed to squeeze a smile at the end

"Ok. Just know im here whenever you need!" he finally lighten up the mood with the sunshine and bright personality of his

"Thanks hyung! i cant imagine what life would be like without you" i thanked him before he held my hand and pulled me up so that we could go change and practice singing our new song imstead

After the vocal practices ended , it was finally break time so we ordered pizza and enjoyed our lunch. As usual , Suga and J-Hope are sitting on the couch , Eomma Jin handing tissues out to everyone reminding to keep the place clean while i sat on Jungkook's lap having him feed me the pizza instead with my back against his chest

"Aigoo! I was actually waiting for that !" Jungkook teased Namjoonie hyung when he wanted to give the spoon to Jin hyung but broke it instead.

Taehyung was already rolling on the floor with Suga , nearly dying while Jungkook and i kept teasing Namjoonie nonstop.

"Joonie ah...when will you stop destroying stuff and making people life miserable!" Jin sighed disapprovingly

"Exactly hyung...remember how you ripped Jungkook shirt that time in front of the camera?" i teased as heat crawled up to Namjoon hyung cheek ,as well as Jungkook's

After a little more tease and laughter here and there , everyone went back to practice 'Run' choreography before we wrapped up the day with a few more meeting with our dance choreographer

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Jungkook POV

Once we are done with the day , Jimin and i drove back to our apartment. If you are wondering , yes , i live with Jimin now after i confessed to him about a year back and started going out a month later. Namjoon lives with Jin and Taehyung whereas Suga with J-Hope.

"Jimin ah , why are you so happy and hype?" i cant help but giggle at the big smile he wore ever since we left the studio

"Because we get do have the rest the time tonight to ourselves..its been so long since we have a whole night together ever since you started to become really busy for the past two weeks" he exclaimed excitedly with his eyes like a crescent moon everytime he smiles. (the one in the picture above)

I cant help but smile at the sight of how cute my love is , but also felt a pang of guilt in my heart.

Jiminie ah....sorry..im really sorry

Feeling guilt built up in me , i was determined to spent tonight doing everything my chimchim wants since i know i will be busy tomorrow night again.

"I see...then i shall pamper you like a real princess tonight!" i replied as i interlock my hand with his , the other on the steering wheel.

"Kookie-ah! You got it wrong , i dont want to be a princess!" he pouted cutely as i melted completely at the sight

"How does pamper you like a baby sounds then?" i teased him a little

"No! I want to be pampered like a cute little baby! WHERE'S THE 'CUTE' and 'LITTLE' ?" he protested childishly

"Yes yes yes...pampered like my cute little baby !" i replied as he blushed hearing how i claimed him 'mine'

I seriously can't wait for the drive to be over just so that i could give my little angel what he deserve but im not gonna tell that to him yet.