Insecurity | Jikook √

XII

"Jimin... Come back to Bangtan, pretty please!! " Jungkook whined for the thousandth time

"yah, Jeon Jungkook,  stop bothering me!! " Jimin shooed him away

"Hyung !! Please!! " Jungkook tired again. The misunderstanding between them was cleared, seems like Lisa was the one who caused the whole drama of Jungkook cheating on Jimin with her. Ever since the incident in Jungkook's car, they made up, however Jimin still denied going back with Jungkook to both their group and relationship

"Okay fine, then please,  it's clear that everything was a misunderstanding!! Why can't you just take me back, please Jimin ,i promise ive learned my lessom , i love you ,you have no idea how much i suffered when you left me!!" Jungkook whined and was on the verge of crying

"Jungkookie? Gosh, please don't cry again! Shh.. " Jimin enveloped the poor maknae in a hug

"Don't leave me again chimchim, I love you! " Jungkook wrapped his arms tightly around the older's waist

"Shh.. I won't leave anymore okay!" Jimin caressed Jungkook's head in a comforting manner

"Then.. Why won't you take me back? Why can't we...go back to how we were?? " Jungkook asked with a cute pout that Jimin so badly wanted to kiss it away

"Jungkook, im- *ringggg* " a phone interupted Jimin.

"Hello? " Jimin picked it up with a frown which turn into a smile immediately

"Oh my, babyy~~" Jimin cooed

"Ahaha, I'm outside, but I'll go home soon. You must miss me , so clingy! " Jimin chuckled as Jungkook removed his hands

"Shhh... Babe! No, don't do this! Umm,  well we will continue when we go home,  byebye, love you *kiss* " Jimin smiled as he hung up the phone

"Okay, back to where we were.. "Jimin sighed

"Jiminie.. Are you seeing someone??" jungkook asked carefully

"No! I'm not... So far.. " jimin replied

"Then who were you calling? " Jungkook challenged

"M-My baby.. " Jimin answered shyly

"See! You are seeing someone!!  Ugh,  fine,  go home, bye!! " Jungkook snapped and left

"What the heck! He don't think om refering to the couple's baby?? Ugh, I should have said my child ,but he doesn't need to kniw it's his yet! " Jimin mentally face palmed as he stood up and left, eargerly wanting to go home see his Minjae baby

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"Baby~ Jaejae?? " Jimin smiled as he saw his baby rolling around the baby mat he placed in the playing corner

"Eh-muah!! Dduaeuubbuale" Minjae started to kick around excitedly , wiggling here and there calling his eomma

"Ooh.. Baby! Did you have fun? Where's your Uncle Jinjin? " Jimin chuckled

"Here! " as if on cue, Jin popped out from the kitchen. Ever since Jungkook found Jimin, the whole BTS soon found out and they of course had a good time reconciling, catching up and flooding the whole South Korea with tears. But Jin was the first and only member who found out about Jimin's pregnancy

"Jimin, when are goin back to BTS? Our group is really falling apart, you have no idea how much pressure was put onto Jhope,  Jungkook and V. They have to dance and sing loads! Even Rapmon have to start singing a little, making Suga rapping a lot more than his breath can manage! " Jin persuaded

"Im...I'm sorry Jin hyung! But I have a baby to take care of you know? " jimin rolled his eyes rudely

"There's a babysitter for a reason,  and childcare...." Jin retorted

"H-hyung... Don't push me,  please" Jimin begged as he began to rub his tempers

"Jiminie!! Don't you think it's time you let Jungkook know too?? " Jin whined

"NO! WHAT THE HELL!! NEVER! " Jimin screamed startling the poor minjae as he began to cry

"Omo... Sorry Jaejae... Eomma love you " Jimin cooed and went to hug his baby immediately, his heart filled with guilt

"Jimin... You know you can't do this!  Imagine Minjae when he grow up, going home everyday, asking who his non existance appa is.... Wondering why his life is so sad, you don't want such a fluffball to be sad for all his childhood right?? And you know.... " Jin started to rant on and on about how Minjae will miss out so much

"Oh god hyung! Even if I want to how am I going to approach Jungkook? It's not like I go up and be like 'hey you have a kid named Minjae, yeah, it's our baby that we made' and expect what? Ooh,  happy family! It's not some fairy tale hyung" Jimin sighed and I swear to god,  you can nearly see a tear escaping

"B-but Jiminieee... Listen to hyungie for once will you? You need Jungkook as much as he needs you,  you both love each other to death,  I'm sure Jungkook loves you enough to accept the baby too,  and even if he don't you still have your 6 other hyungs to help you out you know? Give this a shot, don't think I don't know how much you want to go back to bts too" Jin spoke in a soft tone

It hit Jimin real hard as he too,  realized that he himself, missed BTS a lot, he would definitely want to go back and of course get back with Jungkook now that all the misunderstandings are gone, but loving each other does not include accepting a baby you never knew you had made, especially when you are an idol

But I guess... It would have been real selfish of me if I just gave in to my fear,  and never fight to give Minjae his appa.

"Jin hgung , you know what? I guess I should go back to bangtan, but let's keep minjae a secret for now. " Jimin said as dererminantion suddenly filled his eyes

"Yayyyyyyyy~Oh trust me you won't regret this okay?" Jin assuered as he squealed loudly

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"YAY!! WELCOME BACK JIMIN!! " the group chanted in unison as they began the welcoming party on Jimin's return

"Thank you everyone. And I would sincerely like to apologise for what I have done,  but please understand it is to sort my life out a little, or else I really might have break... So thanks for understanding" Jimin started to tear up again, cauisng Jungkook to immediately go to his side and comfort him

Jimin and Jungkook's cute little moment was soon broken by a phone call from Jimin's phone

"Yeoboseyo? Ooh, Minjae!! " Jimin face lit up upon hearing cute baby voices from the other side of the phone

"Aigoo...you're so cute and lovely baby,  I would never trade you for anything else in this world//I gotta go already Minjae baby, call you later,  love u muah! " Jimin kissed into the phone and hung up

Since he went out to the corridor to talk to his babyboy, no one heard him,  except a certain maknae creeping around here and there

"H-hyung?" Jungkook timidly called out

"Oh, Jungkookie.. What's up? Were you evedropping? " Jimin raised his eyebrows

"N-No!! It was an accident.. I promise. By the way who are you talking to on your phone?" Jungkook asked

"No one important for you to know. But well,  someone really important to me I guess? " Jimin shrugged it off as if it's nothing

"Jimin hyung,  whose.. Minjae? Is h-he,  your new... l-l-lover? Do you not..love me anymore?"

"Why are you suddenly asking this? " Jimin eyed Jungkook cautiouy, pondering if he should let Jungkook know the truth

"Jungkook...you know just how much I love you, I never did stop. But it's just, I'm so afraid to love you again now that I've been through.... The thing with Lisa. You know exactly just how insecure I am...please give me time, to just accept you again" Jimin confessed as a lone tear escaped his eyes again , which Jungkook was quick to wiped it away

"Its ok hyung. I understand. I really do. But please promise me that you still love me , and wont leave me again" Jungkook begged as he wrapped his arms tightly around Jimin

"I-i wont...i promise. Well i guess we better get going...before the other hyungs get suspicious!" Jimin giggled to lift the mood a little before letting Jungkook take his hand and guide him back inside