I hate my alpha

~chapter two~

{Alex's POV}

🚧 Warning: this chapter contains rape. If that is a trigger please refrain from reading. 🚧

When I came too I wasn't in the woods any more. I layer on a mat in a dimly lit room still in my wolf form. I tried to get up but the pain radiating from the bite on my neck made me whimper and fall back down. The door in front of me opened and a man in only a towel came out he had tanned skin ripples abs and firm biceps. He had his eyes closed and he was drying his dirty blond hair with another towel. He was gorgeous he made my mouth water. I wanted to get up and shift but as before it only made pain race through my body.

"Your up" he said I looked up to see him looking down at me with blood red eyes. Fear coursed through my body.

Run ~ max tried to say. But why?
"He's our mate he won't hurt us" I tried to reason with my stupid wolf but he just whined and decided to stay silent.

My mate looked at me with an expression I couldn't read.
"Shift" he ordered I tried and fell back when he pain from the bite made it unbearable.
"I SAID SHIFT"  he ordered. He used his alpha voice on me. On his mate.  I shifted back and fell on the floor crying.
"Pathetic" I heard him mutter. He kicked my side and I layer on my back whimpering while fresh tears made there way down my face.

"Your a beta? " he said almost to him self I wanted to answer but I was already in to much pain.
"Pl-" I started but he grabbed my hair cutting me off
"Don't talk" he ordered I nodded my head whining when he threw me back on the floor.

"Get up" he ordered I didn't have much strength but I didn't want to upset him further so I bit my lip and got up.
"Bend over the bed" he ordered. My body went nub. Was he...?  He wouldn't. Would he?

"I wasn't trying to run. I was following me the sent your sent" I tried to explain but he back handed me and I fell on the bed with a pity full whine.

He pulled me up and bend me over he bed like I weighed nothing. I then heard the towel drop from around his hips. Terror filled me.
"Please no... I can't...im not ready.... Please dont do this" I begged him when I felt him nudge my untouched hole. I only heard a sadistic chuckle before pain I've never felt before clouded my senses. I clawed at the bed sheets. Screaming bloody murder. I wanted to pass out shift anything but my Body  wouldn't let me. Once he was fully inside me I tried to regain my breath but he didn't give me a second before he starred moving I begged and screamed for him to stop. The pain was so unbearable. I tried to fight him off but I couldn't even reach him and even if I didn't I wasn't strong enough to do so.

"Pl- please " I whispered and that was the last thing I remember before the darkness swallowed me.

When I came too again I was on the carpet again. The sent of blood and cum was the first thing that hit me. The next thing I realised was I was just raped by my mate. I cried my heart out. The pain of knowing someone I waited for my entire life did this to me was more that the physical pain I was going through.

He came into the room fully dressed. His blood red eyes looking at me with such hate. He grabbed my hair and dragged  me out of his room I rolled down the stairs and felt my nose break against the railing. I couldn't stop my tears. Why?  Why had he done such a cruel thing. I forced my self to shift since it was my strongest form and made my way to the infirmary once there I collapsed on the door. I hated my life. I wished I was dead.

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Hello Deary's
So second chapter.... What do you think?  It went to a dark place and just a heads up it will only be going further down that path.

What do you think is the reason Alexs mate did what he did to him?  Will there be a solid explanation?  Let's hope so.

Votes and comments and appreciated.

~Lovells out