I hate my alpha

~chapter six~

{Alex's POV}

I was confused. What my ma- what Cole said didn't make sense. Never has there been word of a wolf taking control of the body he was in. So how could I believe him. I had listened to his heart beat while he spoke but it was constant. He didn't lie
Or he's really good at it~ max said
"Really? After all this time... You chose to speak now?" I asked. Max only whined and stayed silent. I sighed and got out from under the bed.

Blain said I had to leave the infirmary tomorrow. I knew I couldn't stay here for long but i didn't want to go home. I stinked I needed a shower, I needed to shift back my back was aching. But I was too scared to shift back. I knew if he wanted he could make me shift on demand but this form felt safer. I curled up on the bed and closed my eyes.

Tomorrow was yet to come, right now I need some rest.

When I woke up the first thing I saw was my mom and pops hugging and whispering softly to each other. A pain filled whine escaped my lips. Why couldn't I have a mate like that.
As kind as my mom,
As gentle as my dad,
As considerate as blain,
As protective as ben....?
Why?

To lost in my self pity I hadn't noticed my mom and pops coming near me. The second my mom raised her hand to touch my fur I flinched back. She pulled her hand back and pops pulled her close. I whined pops was protecting my ma from me.

"You okay buddy? " he cooed I put my head back on the bed. They were scared of me. I was scaring my parents... I hated it.

Blain came in a few minutes later and told us I could leave. None of them came near me. After the third day since I was here I had stopped growling at them trying to touching me. But i still flinched away from touches, I couldn't help me.

I got of the bed with a whine. My rear end was healed but he hadn't closed the bite mark so that still hurt. Blain had patched me up that day while I passed out but I wouldn't let him near me after that.

I stumbled out of the infirmary
Run~ max said and this time I listened. This time I ran....

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Hello Deary's

New chapter... I honestly don't know where this story is headed but I have a lot of ideas for it....

Any ways, I know most of you don't read this so that's all

Votes and comments are appreciated.
~Lovell out