Tab 1
I miss you.
Tab 2
Funny isn't it?
Not a single thought of me strikes you,
And thought of that hurts me.
Tab 3
A five year old is left free by his mother,
And he's having fun in breaking things,
And I can hear my porcelain heart getting crushed,
Over and over again,
And nobody's stopping that kid.
Tab 1
Hey did I tell you that I still miss you?
Tab 4
Do you know,
My sister died when she five,
I wanted to write name in my school diary,
Under the 'siblings studying in school'
But I don't miss her,
And drives me crazy,
Because I don't miss her at all.
Tab 5
I want to write a poem in which I mercilessly murder you.
Tab 6
I want to write a poem in which I passionately make love with you.
Tab 7
I want to write a poem in which I mercilessly murder you and passionately make love with you.
Tab 8
I want to write a poem in which I passionately make love with you and mercilessly murder you.
Tab 9
I want to write a poem.
Tab 4
She talked to plants,
While watering them in summer heat,
She was beautiful and kind,
She was the favorite daughter,
The favorite granddaughter.
She used to save me,
She always did,
And I was the older one.
Tab 3
Somebody stop this little runt already.
Tab ???
"but if you send for me, you know I'll come,
And if you call for me, you know I'll run,
I'll run to you, I'll run to you,
I'll run, run, run."
Tab 1
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Tab 1
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Tab 1
I fucking miss you.
Tab 4
She used to pat my head.
Tab 5
Baby you asked me to kill you if you ever hurt me,
But I don't want to see you hurt you know,
So I'll just slowly slide in the knife,
Hush, baby it's going to be alright,
You won't feel anything in a while.
Tab 10
June's remarks are almost accurate to this aspect of Sindi. She remarks:
"there's something strange about you, you know, something distant, I would guess that when people are with you they do not feel like they are with a human being...but I have a feeling that you would be a foreigner anywhere."
Tab 10
I'll be a foreigner, anywhere I'll go, I'm an alien.
Tab 11
Why am I writing these things,
Nobody cares enough to read this crap.
Tab 1
I want you to read it.
I want you to know that I miss you.
Tab 4
Sorry sis,
I was not a good sister,
I'm still not.
Sorry for not missing you,
But mum does.
And you know,
He looks just like you,
Except he's a boy,
And he's mischievous,
But I love him.
Tab ???
"and I wish I could leave you my love, but my heart is a mess."
Tab 6
So I slowly trace your lips,
Moving further down to your collarbones,
And the stretch marks,
Kissing your every flaw.
Tab 7
Honey, are you dead already?
But I haven't loved you enough yet.
Tab 12
I want to dye my hair purple,
No chop them off,
Red would suit me,
Yellow is a such a happy color,
Chop, chop, chop,
Lilac and blue.
Tab 13
Am I crazy?
Yes I am crazy.
Tab 2
Do you miss me?
Tell me you do.
Tab 11
I'm being repetitive as always,
Not being creative at all.
Tab 14
I want to throw up.
Tab 15
I'm hungry.
Tab 16
Somebody help me,
I can't breathe,
there's a lump in my throat,
and it doesn't go away.
Tab 17
Don't you dare to touch me.
Tab 18
My eyes are tired,
I want to sleep.
Tab 1
But I miss you.
Tab 18
I keep twisting and turning in my bed,
I'm tired,
I want to sleep,
I can't sleep.
Tab ???
"our love is six feet under,
And I can't help but wonder,
If our grave was watered by the rain,
Would roses bloom?
Could roses bloom
Again?"
Tab 19
My choice in music sucks.
Tab 18
I just want to sleep.
Tab 20
I'm sad and I don't know why.
Tab 1
I'll keep missing you.
//I'm sad and I don't know why but I'm trying to write poetry along with many tabs open in my mind, and I don't know where's music coming from//
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Poetry"Where words fail to speak, It takes form of a writing, Writing, a struggle against silence, And its in poetry, It's the most beautiful thing that can ever happen." I never imagined that I could write so much until I found myself alone in my room...
