Past Destruction

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You were doing so well

Then you teared yourself down 

Thinking about the past 

About the thoughts

And the casts 

And the different types of acts 

How you hid behind closed walls 

And were afraid of the public 

Of the people 

Of your Friends 

Your friends... 

How could you be scared of your friends 

You start to tear out your hair 

Your hand starts to hurt from gripping so hard 

You want to talk 

To say you're alright 

But no one would get what your saying 

Cause they didn't know there was a first

Don't know its a relapse 

Don't know that you're lost 

So you scream at yourself 

Hating you can't make a sound 

But you know this is always how its been

The loneliness, the silent despair 

The quiet whispers of death 

How they comfort you so 

For the devil has been there 

No matter how far you go 

Always comforting 

A soothing grace 

You know it's wrong, but you love his embrace

You can't help but love the chilling voice, 

You learn to love it 

When it's the only thing you know 

It never goes 

You know it will never abandon, 

Never leave you alone, 

It may push certain fears

But never too far 

Not to a breaking point that would make you soar 

Through the sky 

Never ending 

Freedom at last 

You shouldn't submit

This you know

But it's alright 

No one will ever know 


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Hey all! 

This poem is more on the sadder side, sorry... I was hoping to leave it on a happy note, but, you can't just stop creativity. 

Oops, 

Anyways, I hope all of your guys days go well and they you enjoy the sun (if you have it)! 

I would love if you guys could hit that small star in the corner of your screen! And any comments you be so amazing! 

Love you guys so much 

F.E.Rose <3


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