------------- Laura ---------------
It was then, that I realized I was in a state of depression. I hadn't even realized it until that very second.
I looked into Dean's eyes, and remembered how perfectly colored they are. How much love, and feeling they hold.
"I... I don't know..." My voice barely above a whisper.
A little voice inside my head whispered.
"Laura you twat. Can't you see he just pity's you. You are a burden on that poor man,"
The guilt returned. "Dean I'm sorry, I-" he cut me off
"No. Laura I'm sorry. This is all my fault. It should be me with a stab wound, not you. I swore on my life, that I was going to keep you safe. I failed you Laura, I am so sorry,"
I said nothing. His words made sense but I didn't want him to feel bad. But that voice kept saying.
"Look what you've done,"
"This is all your fault,"
"Dean. This isn't your fault. It's all my fault,"
"No it's not Laura. How could you possibly think that?"
I didn't answer. Dean grew quiet.
"Why do you think it's your fault Laura?"
"I....I... I don't know..."
He pressed a hand to my forehead.
"Laura?"
"I... I don't know Dean. I....just... there's a little nagging voice in the back of my mind that keeps telling me that this is my fault. And that I'm dead weight and-"
"Stop," Dean said. "Come on"
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Back To Bed
FanfictionLaura spent the beginning of her life being physically and sexually abused. Dean has lost almost everyone he has ever cared about. Together they'll learn to love again. And protect each other from their pasts.
