Stay alive....
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Stay alive..
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For me ....
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You will die...
But now your life is free....
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My previous updates were lyrics of the song "truce" by twenty one pilots.
Now that I've gained a decent amount of readers AND your attention, I'd just like to spread this message regarding mental health.
Mental health is the most important thing in my and in anyone's life for that matter. For me, taynew and the smuts are my escape from the harsh reality of the world. Recently I've realised their importance in my life when i actually wanted to end my life due to several different reasons when i didn't even have my friends to back me. Taynew create the imaginary happy world for me and its becoming really tough for me to get out of this into the real world. This could be unhealthy for me as i never want to leave this world and do my real people chores. As i am completely anonymous here, I'd like to confess that i suffer from mental illnesses and i would like to request you all to not to romanticise it for anyone. Its not fun to have a mental illness. Its never good to have a mental illness, its not a trend, its not just a new fad, its an illness. Because it isn't visible, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Having anxiety generally comes with having depression. And trust me its never fun to feel like killing yourself all the time when there isn't even a valid reason, its just over thinking. Anxiety anf depression.....smh. Plus being a part of the LGBTQIA+ community and facing the daily "just jokes" and oppression while being in a closet is stressful and generally accompanies mental illnesses. So, taynew have proved to be very useful in these critical conditions as i have practically no one to share these emotions. Like i have people who genuinely have concern towards it but I'm not strong enough at those points to share it. So, ik this has been very boring but i needed to share this and i wanted to inform y'all that I WILL NEVER STOP WRITING THESE SMUTS BECAUSE I KNOW THEY CAN BE YOUR ESCAPE FROM REALITY AND THEY MAYBE YOUR REASON FOR HAPPINESS. AND I'M JUST HERE TO MAKE Y'ALL HAPPY.
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Also, i wanted to tell y'all that I've learned some stuff about counselling and consoling(I'M NOT A PROFESSIONAL) so if you have to ask anything about LGBTQIA+ community or you doubting that you may have a mental illness, please talk to me. Message me here or on my instagram account so i still remain anonymous. I know convincing your parents to see a doctor is challenging, that's why, please talk to me if you're in some dilemma. Please don't let yourself suffer. I care about you. I love you.
Message me here or on @tay.ki.bae on instagram.
(I will continue with smuts after this)
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