Soft //Billie Eilish

13

30 minutes later

Billie's POV

Everyone was talking about me and what was going to happen. I just sat resting me head on my arms. This doesn't matters if she hates me. I need to talk to her. "Billie!" My manger Martin yelled at me. Everyone was staring at me. "What." I Said in a irritated tone. Everyone looked around not knowing what to say. "What put you in such a bad mood?" Someone in the room asked. "Actually I'd rather not talk about it!" I yelled fed up with this meeting already. I stood up aggressively causing my chair to tip over. Everyone looked astound. "Billie come with me." Finneas Said and pulling me out the room. I lent against the wall in the hall outside the the meeting room regretting my actions. Now everyone will ask me about what happened. I really don't want to talk about it. I need to go and speak to Lexie not sit here and talk about my album. "Call her. It can't be that bad. I'm sure she was just surprised." Finneas Said handing me my phone. It's worth trying. I open my contacts and call Lexie. "Billie I really don't want to talk to you at the moment." Lexie said still sounding angry. "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have lied. I should have told you." I Said desperate for her forgiveness. "Billie how can I trust you if you lied about a massive part of your life. You messed everything up. I told you all the time to stop visiting me at work just to mess around and you got me fired. My life was great before I met you and now everything terrible. I wish I never went to that stupid party." She yelled at me through the phone. I stood there in silence. I'm so stupid. I should have listened to her. She is really mad. I don't think I can fix this. "You both need to come back in." Said one of the PA's George. Finneas walked behind him and I slowly stumbled behind them. Everyone looked awkwardly at me as I picked up the chair and slouch into it. Nobody spoke instead sat around the table in silence. I kept playing the conversation over and over in my head. She wished she never met me. I don't know what to do if she didn't forgive me. I have only know her for a month yet she is more important then everyone else I know. "Umm... we have several interviews perpetrated for the 30th to the 1st. You will talk about the inspiration for the songs and how excited you are about the album." Martin Said braking the silence. I broke. I couldn't control my emotions and started to sob. Nobody moved. I sat there sobbing and everyone just stared at me. "What did she say?" Finneas asked me. I tried to stop crying and turn to face him. "She said that she couldn't trust me because I lied about all this, that I got her fired from her job for 'messing around' and I messed up her life." I Said holding back tears. "She also wished she never met me." I added. My family all pulled me towards them and hugged me. "I feel like we're missing something." Martin Said mirroring everyone else's confusion. Nobody knew what to say. I had only really spoken to Finneas about Lexie. I relaxed myself and pulled out my phone. "This is the girl I was talking about her name is Lexie." I Said showing them a picture of her. I looked at Finneas and he smiled back at me. "Is she that girl that you..." my mom asked. "Yes, the girl that I kissed. She's actually my girlfriend." I said so quietly that they could hardly here me.