Soft //Billie Eilish

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Billie's POV 

Shit. Why did I tell them. I never tell people about my relationships. I am terrible at this like that. When ever I get to the point where I feel like I want to tell people I mess something up and they leave me. I know that I do it because I'm scared to tell my family. But the idea of losing her is worse then telling people. Wow she is right about me being soft. Suddenly everyone started questioning me about her and what I mean by 'girlfriend'. I started to panic again. I could feel everyone staring at me. Juggling me. I felt my body heat up and I started to cry. Everyone stoped talking. "Can we just forget about it and go back to why we are here." I Said not looking up. Everyone started talking about pre-sales and expected revenue after the release. I really don't feel like talking about her. I need to fix are relationship and if I can she deserves to decide if she wants to be thrown into the public eye. I just need to talk to her. The rest of the meeting no one mentioned Lexie. I sat there nodding occasionally not really focused on there conversation. I hate meetings. Why do I have to be here? I care about the music not the money. Only 45 minutes to go.

Lexie's POV

I immediately felt horrible. I overreacted. I shouldn't have said that. I can't lose her. I don't know what to do. I wasn't thinking. I am still pissed but she didn't know what she was doing. I was so mad about her lying and getting fired that I forgot about her being famous. Shes fucking famous. I opened google and searched 'Billie Eilish'. I was shocked my the amount of  information and that I'd never heard of her. Her fans seem to worship her and she worships them. Looking at photos of her with them I can see how her face lights up when with them. I was recommended one of her songs and ended up listening to everyone she had released. She has a beautiful voice. I fell in love with her songs and the lyrics.  She is even more perfect than I thought she was. I decided to text her and invite her over. We arranged to meet for dinner at my apartment tomorrow night. We can fix this.