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«Nobody cares ~ I do»

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Yoongi's pov

I did again
I sat on the floor looking at the cuts all over my arm , it hurts but it feels good , it makes me forget about my life troubles and the pain that I'm feeling mentally

And transfer it from a mental pain to a physical one .. Nobody cares huh

I grabbed a bottle of water and gulp it and I threw the rest on the floor then wiped it

I must do this before he's here .. He shouldn't know that I did it again ...

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I woke up the next day and wore a long sleeved shirt and went downstairs

"Good morning son" my mum said from the kitchen

"Morning" I said and looked at her with worried eyes

"Don't worry he's not here" she said

"Great , I want to talk to you about something important" I said and she nodded then came to sit with me in the living room

"Mum I want to move from here , I want to have my own apartment , my own life , my own dreams" I said

"Yoongi ..." she said and burst into tears

I went in to hug her
"I'm sorry son , I'm sorry" she said
"Don't be , it's not your fault" I said and wiped her tears away

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I was walking in the street trying to find an apartment

I was searching all the day and finally I found one

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I was in my room , writing another song

Then I got a notification on my laptop

I opened it

(A new sayat message)

I sighed before opening it
It has been so long since I got I message on sayat

(A/N : Sayat is a site where you can send people messages but they don't have the ability to know your identity , sorry for interrupting)

The message said :

🌹🎶🌟 Hi Min Yoongi , I'm a stranger , probably you don't know me , but I'll be sending you a message or more everyday from now on if you don't mind .. I just hope you're okay ... Stay healthy and try to see the positive side of life
And yeah the first three emojis that I put , they will be in the beginning of any message of mine so you know it's me

I read the message with a 'what the hell' expression

That person doesn't know me

I closed my laptop and went to sleep

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Next day

"Jimin I told you I'm fine" I said to the creature who's talking to me through the phone

"Hyung I'm worried can I meet you ?"

"No Jimin it's okay"

"It isn't , it isn't Yoongi , I know that you did it again , I know that you need someone beside you , please come to school" he said , his tone was full of worry and pain

"Okay"

"Thank you"

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I stood in front of the mirror , how am I supposed to hide those scars
The school shirt is short sleeved one
I wore a jacket and went downstairs
They are still sleeping , great

I walked to school listening to my music

When I entered the school I can feel the student's gazes on me
.......

Third person's pov

"Is that Min Yoongi"
"Why is he here I heard he is expelled"
"No he just doesn't attend here at the right time"
"Is he okay ?"
"He seems in pain"
"No he's just cold and rude so it's him"

Yoongi didn't hear any of these gossips because he had his earphones

Then he felt someone jump on him from behind

"Hyungggggg"

"Jimin get off" he ordered and Jimin did what he said

"Hyung I miss you"

"Are you okay ?" He asked Yoongi

"Yes Jimin I'm , you don't have to worry" he said and faked a smile

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The day went fast and then Yoongi went home

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He went to his laptop

(A new sayat message)

🌹🎶🌟 Hi Min Min , I found out that this is a very cute nickname for you
I saw you at school today , you seemed tired , and sick ...
And also I noticed you were wearing a jacket , even it was so hot ...
I know why you wore it .....

(A new sayat message)

🌹🎶🌟 please don't do this again , please Yoongi , life is not that bad to hurt yourself that way , and I will not stop sending you these messages , I want to make sure you are okay , you are eating well , you are having a great time , you love yourself

(A new sayat message)

🌹🎶🌟 and I'm a girl , by the way

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