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«Is it okay to cry ? ~ Let it out»

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Yoongi's pov

I woke up the next day to see papers on the floor

I got up to see what's that

Shit that's my songs

What the hell dad !!!!
I tried to collect them in their order but it was very hard so I just put them in a mess in my wardrobe

I went downstairs to find dad watching tv

"Why did you do that?" I screamed

"I told you several times that music is not the right thing son" he answered not looking at me

"Dad , music is everything to me okaay ? And that wouldn't change , ever" I said

"Listen little boy , you're going to do what I say or-..."

"Or what huh ??? Or whatttt .. You already did , you didn't beat me or slapped me before , I know , but you already hurt me whenever you speak to me like that , and your words hurts more than being beaten up-...."

"Yoongi what's that !!?" He asked trying to touch my scars

"Don't touch me" I screamed and got out of the house

Is it that hard to let me do what I love ? What I find myself in ? What I feel free doing it ? Is it that hard ?

Is it that hard to live happily ?
What does happy mean ? It means my dreams

It hurts seeing my dreams shatter in front of my eyes like that

Tears began to fall and I let them , I don't have the energy to hold them anymore

My phone buzzed and I opened it

(A new sayat message)

🌹🎶🌟 you missed me right ? Nahh just kidding , hope your scars are better now , not only the scars on your arm, but the ones in your heart too .. The scars that life did it causing you to be like that , but also those scars made you stronger , don't deny it , it made you what are now , those scars are 'you' , so don't be ashamed of them , because they made you a strong man ... Right ?

🌹🎶🌟 and also it's okay to cry sometime , sometimes we have to crack down and fall , but that will make us collect ourselves and stand up stronger than before , it just needs time , so if you are hurt just let it out , cry your chest out .. It's okay it will be a secret

After I read those messages my sight came blurry because of the tears filling my eyes

No one is here , no one will hear my screaming so it's fine

Besides ..
It's a secret between me and her

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